Nothing says bite me like falling in love with some one just to find out
they hate you and used you.

Yeah I know I can live with out them in my life because I did not have
them but I have changed so much since I have gotten with them and by
change I mean for the worse in most areas and for the better in other's
I just don't know who I am any more I don't like who I am I mean I used
to love christmas now I hate it and most other thing's I don't even want
to leave my house other than to go to work yeah I used to be a much
nicer much differnt person now I look at the world in a very bad way.

Well thank you all for your coments and yes I have found another lesbian
and lily I don't blame you on that comment but women can be just as bad
to be with as men. I have enjoyed everyones company and I always can't
wait to find out what you have said on here.

Yeah your right I have no complaint's every one has been great and I
hope to make a cupple of good friends off here if nothing else.

I am reading everyone's advice and taken it in to try and figure out
what it is I need to do and I thank you all for your support no matter
how big or small so please cantinue with what ever you think honestly
and thank you Kevin it helped. You all have been very helpful.

What I am looking for is friends wich I am finding here thanks for your
advice and far as maybe you are or maybe not than your courios find a
peraon to help you explore that and help you find your way.

Don't know if I could help anyone else can't even see past my own pain
but I sure will give it a try.

Yes you were helpful as were all of you if you can think of more advice
just let me know like I said the more truthful the better because sugar
coated truths will not help me.

Very beauitful poem,

I know I don't know how you feel or how much you hurt but the words of
the poem brought me very close to the pain you are in and I can only
imangen how much you hurt so sorry for your loose my heart goes out to
you.

BillRoot

I really like what you said that ring's a lot of truth.

Well now my good men we have something in common and that is women and
no men alowed right.

Thank you all for the advice the truth is the best policy and everything
you have said here is what I needed to hear I know I have lost my self
some where along the way in loveing and carring for this person and I
have stop caring about a lot of the thing's and people I once did and I
am scared of a lot of thing's the most bigest one is of losing the
chance of being with the one I am love with don't know why I know I
should not give a darn but anywase I know it will be hard and it will
not happen over night but one day I know it once will come down to me
doing the right thing. Thank you again.

So your not bi but you'll try anything once???? Hum And Mike your cute
but um remember your my big brother. :) Sorry men gotta stay with the
chick's you understand right you enjoy them don't you.

Hey Mike,

LOL I'll bet you would like to watch wouldnt you.

So how many of you all are by-coruis I wonder?

Well your all absoulty right but where do I go with no place to move too
and a dead end job you know I keep telling my self they will find
someone new soon and it will finally be all over I will be on my own and
on my way to something new and better but than I think wow this sh*t is
going to go on forever well praying for an end in sight.

I know I need to leave but how it's so hard I know I sound like a baby
and I am chasing my own tail so how do you let go when your heart is so
stuck deep in the muck of the sh*t. I know what I would tell my sister I
would tell her to leave but it is so differnt when your on the out
sidelooking in.

Hum
Wonder what that something maybe?????????:)

Ok hello all after reading some of this I am kind of scared to ask for
advice but here goes anyways. I am in a straind relationship we are no
longer together but we still live together. I am still in love with this
person and they know it yet they don't want to be with me and they keep
saying maybe someday we will get back together how do I walk away or do
I stay like I have been doing because I want to belive that we will get
back together or maybe it's just what I want so badly what do I
do????????????

Hey all thanks for the welcoming and I will take your advice. And hey
you with the over size clit maybe you should have that surgicaly removed
it sounds painful LOL.