A Smile So Bright

The due falls so early in the morning,
The sun shines ever faithfully like a sweet kiss on my check, “Good
morning!”
And everyday passes by so quickly and suddenly I begin to stare at a
stranger in the mirror when I brush my teeth and comb my long hair.

My long hair, my loneliness, my silence and myself as we take our time
early in the morning, to do nothing else but wish and pray that this day
to be a better day than yesterday.
Oh, but life doesn’t have to be filled up with an empty space of no one
there beside me.

No, I know better!
One day it is going to be the loveliest of days, when suddenly the
butterflies flutter their wings in the brilliant sun beams that come
just before the dust. It is quiet and it is still while I walk among
those that sleep in peace-cemeteries are so peaceful after a long day.

Every grave stone has a name, a name engraved in stone to be loved and
remembered for all times by their survivors. I want to be remembered
after I am buried. I want to be loved even after I am dead.

And it all comes back to that day I saw you in front of me with that
bright smile that made me melt away. Those eyes that said you were
happy to greet me, so happy to meet me. You are such a stranger but I
just cannot get that smile out of my head.

Instead of strolling in grave yards to reflect on my life, all I want to
do is live forever now…live forever during my time. I want my life time
to be spent eternal, to share my love with only someone as sweet as you.

I am thinking about you, and only you! My imagination will not stop,
not even for a second. Could this be? If this be, than who am I? Only
God would know if we belong and are meant for each other.

I am trying to keep both feet on the ground, and not float away from
this elevation, but only if I were able to tell…what a wonderful smile
you have, and what its charms has cast on me.

By: mb 27.02.07

Michael, good one!!! Was away for a spell. Did u miss me?
Anyways, i missed coming on, thus i am here again.

Thanks for sharing Cybear. I appreciated that very much. I shall return
my thanks with sharing my poem about mine one day soon. No one
can truly share their true pains, but we can share a little bit thru our
words of expression...

"Home", a word that we all dream about getting back to- i like to say it
is where i left a big piece of my heart. This poem of urs
ChubbyCherubPoet is a great one! Keep them coming...;)

No, jerbear- no one died, maybe just some old feelings that weren't
going anywhere important some years ago...sometimes i just feel the need
to express my griefs and joys...it is all about who we are and how we
express ourself. I love doing it with words.

Thanks for reading- hope u liked it! ;)

Forget Me Never

What is life when it imprisons us with inherited obligations or
liabilities?
What is life when it withholds or conceals us from the
Feelings we fear the most to have for those whom we
Do not want to hurt in the very end?

I know of this turmoil, yet as unbearable as it weights on my heart,
anger
Tares me from whatever attachment of foolish desire
Would have me drawn to the dangers of falling into the abyss of your
soul.

We have our hopes and hearts to hold onto the
Beautiful things in our lives that we shall never forget…

Forgive me- for I never wanted to take
What is not mine from you, what is not there
For you to share with me…

I would give you all I could, but knowing the end…
Knowing the future that has an empty hole,
The space that holds nothing because it has no
Bottom for it to be filled

My heart will forever hold the sweet memories of you,
For forgetting you, never shall I
I will never loose you either, because I have never had
You...

Forget you never will I? The world will end before I could begin to ever
forget you…
How could I? I shall forget you never!

By: mb (peachimon) 05/06

i sure hope so. I respect writing of others but u know, how it goes.
Some don't respect.

younger gals can do that too, Michael.

i know...

nope, it is that good....lol ;)

yeah, some women need the younger ones to keep up with
them...lol...being physically fit is such an attraction, Mr. FBI ;)

i am not, but most young studs don't what the hell they want. I like
mature guys period- a real man who can handle a real woman....;}

thanks for the appreciation!

yeah i think i am losing my touch sometimes. That was 2 yrs ago. i have
a nice one i don't want to share. I can't trust plagerism. I put alot
of work into this one.

Longing

Everyday I close my eyes and I take a deep breath with longing sign,
You are so far…, miles away
I sooth myself with a smile because I am thinking of you, and I know
Whenever you are thinking of me, you are smiling too…
Don’t have me waiting in vein…
You are for real and forever true I pray,
You are there and you are there, forever never – wishful I…,
In order for me to see you again,
Patience is paving the way,
For you to hold me closer to your vibrant heart,
My ‘precious’, my ‘dear one’, oh how divine you seem,
What is the price of losing you?
But a thousand years of meaningless searching for the one that
Could never replace you.
You are like an arrow, so meticulous, so dangerous,
Because you pierce my soul to the core,
You make me weak and almost helpless; you have a hold over me…
You move me to the edge of the world, where I am near fallen,
It is like we are at the peak of Mont. Everest, where our bond is
Sanctioned by heaven, where we hold each other’s hand,
To keep each other from falling….never letting go.
You touch my soul like no other,
You fill up that void, yet I am empty every time you’re gone,
Forgive my passion, for each time you are near,
No matter how long I shall wait, no matter how far you are,
I will be here…..waiting and wishing for you to by my side,
Closer to my feeble heart, closer to my every ache and pain…your touch
Your lips against mine,
Come back to only me, for without you, I am sure to wither away
I am sad when you are far away,
I miss you, I miss you- even when you are beside me,
Time is never enough to spend telling you how much I truly care,
I will forever be sad that there are many miles and bridges that
Separate us from each other,
I cannot wait until there is a time out side of ‘our’ time,
When we shall have the opportunity to be closer to each other,
Perhaps in this life-time, perhaps in another,
If it is in another life,
When we are both not ourselves as we are now...
Than I shall wait until then……
All we have is this time, and with it…..
We should spend it wisely,
All we have is this time, and with it…
Enjoy it with those you love dearly,
Today is not tomorrow,
Life is now- so live it,
Whatever existence I am in your life
Never regret why or when you met me,
Because just as much as I want you,
I am willing to give back to you three times over,
Just because it is You!
What we have here- is now….
No one could replace you!
Oh, how I adore you,
Let me count the ways….. I am missing you…

by peachimon: 11/05

Michael, God didn't put me on this earth for nothing....i know u are
giving me a hard time from day 1. But i know u are
cool!....**(peachimon is smiling with a big grin);)

Cybear...i get lonely sometimes. I find something good to do. I come on
line less for one & i never give hope up. where there is life, there is
hope. There are just too many good men out there for me to be sad and
lose faith. I mean there are just so many...but ofcourse all i need is
one!

Okay, now u are asking for too much. Anyways....i thought i did my good
deed....so much for that...lol ;) me too

okay i changed it to 100, u can email me anytime...we are all friends up
in here!

Michael, do u have green eyes? Do u have something u wanna say to me?
Jerbear is just a friend here...in fact, i almost feel like u are all my
friends. U guys are awsome!- All of u! ;)

**Boy, i got to fix that email reciever glitch thingy..** heee,hee ;)