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Thank you pkd1220 for reading this and for the comment.....

Thanks, I kinda dig it.....

Thank you darkowl1 for reading this....

Water cascades at full volume
into a porcelain tub
Like a waterfall falling
from depths on high

Crashing
to pool in deep blue
at my feet

Deafening
to drown out the sound
of your voice

Steam from the scalding water rises up
covering me like a blanket
to conceal my broken heart
and the mirror streaked with condensation

I do not look at myself in jagged pieces
as I peel the ugliness
of venomous words
spewed from your sensual mouth

That burned my clothes
they lay crumpled upon the floor
like discarded scraps of paper

hearts

a soul

I immerse myself in water so hot
it burns every feeling
that I had for you
out of my body
to float like dead leaves upon a pond

I scrub my skin in a futile attempt
to make myself shine

Beautiful

but not in your eyes

My beauty is hidden within your shadow

I scrub to remove your rejection and
the places that you have touched

and it hurts

Your ghost hovers in the corner
out of the blue light
and the reach of my grip
out of sight
of the prying eyes of the moon
which stares down
at my naked vulnerability
and laughs

I will remain in this cocoon
of liquid self pity
until I am cold

shivering

until your name has been erased
from my lips
and your face no longer
haunts my dreams

You have pulled me under
and I sink like a stone......

Thank you all for reading this.....

Thank you for reading....

Thank you both for reading this.....

I have loved you long before we were born
Before our mothers pushed us out into this world
Before our fathers pulled us close
I have loved you long before I looked upon your face
Before your eyes of tenderness held my gaze
Before I knew your name....

Could you feel me?
Did you know?

I sent to you moonbeams and starlight
I danced through your dreams
Spreading seeds of love within your heart
Wishing upon the moon that they would take root and grow
I sprinkled you with pixie dust and wrapped you up in magic

Do you believe?

I have oved you....
I love you....

This, I know...

Thank you for reading.....

I am bathed in the glow of a thousand stars, I am celestial
Naked upon the pedestal where you have placed me, before you realized that it was too high and I didn't know how to fly, an angel without wings
I fell into your safety net of words, you are there to lift me up and sit me on solid ground
What would you do with me, an angel fallen?
Would you put me back together, would you give me wings, would you teach me to fly?

Fix me.....beautiful

I stand before you and place my hand upon your chest, I can feel your heart beating, alive
You kiss my lips and I tremble, you wrap yourself around me and I am afraid
Afraid that you wil see who I really am, not worth your time
Afraid that you will see the bloody scars, the bruised soul, ugly

Make me......beautiful

Would you hurt me if I told you that hurt is the only thing that I have ever known?
Would you take this knife that I offer, slice my skin to cause me pain?
Painful affection is the only face of affection that I have ever felt, to be left dry and hollow

I want to feel......beautiful

I will be still, breathe deep, as you attempt to rub me clean,as you wash me in your tears
Could you be patient with me, could you forgive me all my faults, overlook my insecurities?
Could you try and see inside of me if I opened myself up (to you)?
Could you help me overcome my fear (of you)?
Could you open your eyes and

**** me........beautiful

Thank you......

Thank you...

She is like the rising sun
Bright burning heat
Pinks, purples, blues, and whites swirl around her
She is beautiful
She is like the sunset
The twilight of a summers night
The soft breeze, gentle upon bare skin
She laughs and it tickles your ear
She sits up on her horizons
She is like the Goddess Moon
Illuminated, brilliant
She reigns over her domain of black space and twinkling stars
With all that she is and all that she has
And it is ok
She is strong like the mountains
Reaching up towards the Heavens
She takes what is offered
With a smile upon her face
Without question or complaint
She is power
She is the calm of the oceans
Soothes hearts and spirits
She moves with liquid grace
Fluidity is born within her, within her soul
She is depthless
She has been many men's passion
Their desire, their mistress, their lover
She has been their object, their downfall, and their rage
She is faceless
She is nameless
She is nothing
And she is everything.....

Wow, that is really beautiful...