There doesn't seem to be much going on in this part of the forum. Why is that? I thought texans were suppose to be the life of any party.

I Had You Once - By Blair McLaren

I had you once.
You held me tight,
and I said nothing.

You slipped away,
and I was left all alone.

Reaching for you only to find nothing.
No one left to hold on too.
Feelings of despire clenching at my soul,
tearing at my heart,
like a savage beast,
eating away at my flesh.

I had you once.
You stood by my side,
and I did not tell you.

You walked away,
and I was left by myself.

Standing alone in the bitter harsh cold.
no on left to turn too.
Darkness closing in on me,
surrounding me with emptiness,
like a moonless night,
taking over the day.

I had you once.
You were apart of me,
and I did not show you.

You tore yourself away,
and I was left half a person.

Searching for you,
No one left to be here with.
Thoughts of lonliness filling my mind,
drowning myself in sorrow,
like a small child,
who has lost their best friend.

I had you once,
and I said nothing.
I did not tell you.
I did not show you.

I said nothing,
about the way I felt.

I did not tell you,
How much I needed you.

I did not show you,
how much I loved you.

I had you once.
Now I have lost you.

I miss you.
I need you.
I love you.

To little said.
To late to tell you.

The truth is, there's nothing you can do to get over it faster. Your gonna hurt. You can try to distract yourself and keep busy, but in the end your just delaying working thru it. Like I said you'll hurt for a while. Then you'll get mad. Then you'll probably go back to thinking what you did wrong and what you can change to make him come back. After you get thru all of that, then you'll start to realize that you weren't happy in the relationship either and it was better he left. Just keep your friends close to you. Talk to them when you need to talk. They don't have to tell you anything and you shouldn't take any of there advice. Just think things out for yourself and follow your heart. If you end up listening to others your going to have regrets and resent the people you listened too. That's the best advice I can give you. Also, get out and do something new. Something you always wanted to but couldn't. New experiences help. Good luck.