I Had You Once - By Blair McLaren

I had you once.
You held me tight,
and I said nothing.

You slipped away,
and I was left all alone.

Reaching for you only to find nothing.
No one left to hold on too.
Feelings of despire clenching at my soul,
tearing at my heart,
like a savage beast,
eating away at my flesh.

I had you once.
You stood by my side,
and I did not tell you.

You walked away,
and I was left by myself.

Standing alone in the bitter harsh cold.
no on left to turn too.
Darkness closing in on me,
surrounding me with emptiness,
like a moonless night,
taking over the day.

I had you once.
You were apart of me,
and I did not show you.

You tore yourself away,
and I was left half a person.

Searching for you,
No one left to be here with.
Thoughts of lonliness filling my mind,
drowning myself in sorrow,
like a small child,
who has lost their best friend.

I had you once,
and I said nothing.
I did not tell you.
I did not show you.

I said nothing,
about the way I felt.

I did not tell you,
How much I needed you.

I did not show you,
how much I loved you.

I had you once.
Now I have lost you.

I miss you.
I need you.
I love you.

To little said.
To late to tell you.

Nice write