absolutely not easy..
you will always remember the person but u will forget the feelings

making the room romantic.. putting candle lights.. when he started kissing me and going to be intimate when i notice my hair is burning hehehehe.....

keith
i honestly understand ur reaction..
i got a lot more worst comment than that..
but atleast i know im starting to fix my life that once i forget that im in the wrong track...

i leave my husband bec. i dont love him anymore.. i dont feel sorry anymore bec. i hurt him.. i feel sorry for my self bec. i waste a lot of my times working for a relationship that i know from the very beggining it will never worked it out...

maybe once ive been a cheater and a sinner.. but i cant hide the fact, that was the one of the most wonderful part of my life...
and bec. of that ive learned a lot..

Im stupid giving my self a hope..
Theres nothing wrong if u cry sometimes??
anyways thanks for giving me strength...

Wow.. that was totally eye opener..
thanks for sharing that wonderful thoughts...
really feel ashamed about my self..
but life needs to move on..

I think u attracted first base on looks.. but u will stay base on his personality..

thanks.. u helped a lot.. just want to listen to people.. what they think..

thanks..

Im new here.. Im posting this to gather information, ideas and advice that I can get to help me face the situation that im into..

should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements??

have this relationship for 2yrs now..
a lot of ups and down.. but one thing is for sure i really love this guy...

we had relationship for 6months when we finally find out that were married.. First Im boring with my life when i met him.. no idea that his married.. we started as a friend.. maybe we dont want to talk about our life specially about our marital status at that time.. we enjoy each other company.. then that friends relationship getting deeper..
Im falling to this guy when we found out that were both married.. we stop.. but after a months we see each other and said we cant stop this.. we move out and we live together.. after 1month we felt this guilt feelings and come back to our original partner.. we said that were not ready yet.. to live together..

but we constantly seeing each other and its getting deeper and deeper.. but he keeps on promising me.. i decided to stop this for once.. i made a promised to my self before the year start.. so stop everything to him.. i blocked him everywhere.. and never talked to him.. I move out with my husband and now living alone.. moving back to him was a big mistake bec. i dont love my husband anymore..

then one day i saw this guy standing on my front door.. and begging me to come back.. loving him was a dream come true..

I know I saw love on him.. he promised to divorce his wife..
but 3months later his still living on his wife..
should i give up and be more stronger or should i just keep chasing pavements even if it leads nowhere???

hope i find a lot of bunch of friends here..
excited to meet one