yea well it'd be easier if i didnt hate her but i do as ya know

Younger kids (13+) REALLY get on my nerves they just dont get much of anything if it doesn't involve them! when emotions run high i get really anxious we're not sure why, they say its part of my disability but i think they're on crack anywayyy this mornings been hard well duh and my little sister turns to me and says, "it has nothing to do with you you didn't even know anyone who died, why are you so upset?" it really steamed me because she didnt seem to understand that we don't always have to know someone involved for it to affect us. I tried to explain it to her then realized she completely tuned me out ugh it frustrates me okay rant's over have a good day everybody

i know that feelin ughhhh it blows plus theres tooo much on my mind tonight!!

ahh i see well at least you're not cryin in you beer lol

its been a long day you're right im completely friggin lost but thats nothin new

well gee i hope it works out for ya then lol glad you're not too devistated by the break-up

lol ok then

well happy birthday early

who's doin' what tonight?? anything fun? nothin's goin on at this end its quite boring actually lol

awww im sorry hun :( I have one whose missing it REALLY sucks

i know thats why i stick around this place even when im miserable im not miserable alone

yup very true but even before the weekend i get t o see my nephews :)

so it would seem

Where NOTHING goes according to plan! AND my best friend just boarded a plane headed for Iraq woo hoo things SO couldnt be better :( UGH how's the Wednesday thing workin for the rest of you guys?

oh and by the way if anyone finds a little bit of sanity its mine so would you please be so kind as to return it lol

lol thanks mt

Tales of love have been replaced
They've been forgotten in the shadows of hatred and death
Sometimes I long for the oblivion and innocence of a child
Race and religion mean nothing,
War and tragedy are unknown
Such sweet simplicity
Fear has not yet tinged the beauty of life.
Love is unconditional no matter who you are
If only we could keep the eyes of a child...
Wearing the wrong color on the wrong street wouldn't get you killed
Racial words would not exist
Young lives would not be cut short
Mothers and fathers would not have to hug a child once more
All the while wondering if they'll be seen again
If only we could see through the eyes of a child
Love would not be shadowed by hate

It's a world all in its own
When you're with your best friend fear takes a backseat
Stupidity does not exist
It's perfectly okay to start singing a dumb song to the disbelief of total strangers
When a boy becomes an ex factor love is dumb and pointless so lets go find a good movie.
The world is a greedy selfish place at times, a best friend will not only have a shoulder and a tissue
She'll also have a shot glass and some story about how you need to loosen up for once
After awhile you'll both start remembering all the stupid things about high school
Laugh hysterically about things only you knew and have a boyfriend looking at you like you've lost it
But hey that's perfectly okay!
When children enter the picture one of you becomes an aunt, it's a wonderful gift
After one of them decides to puke on the aunt they love so much
A true best friend will laugh uncontrollably before offering a burp rag
You want to be annoyed because she laughed but it's not possible.
On occasion fear does find a place, your best friend will be there even if it's three in the morning.
Chances are she'll also be the one to smack you upside the head when you want to take your ex back.
You'll declare butt-kicking time and she'll tickle you until the situation could turn embarrassing
But who said this world was fair?
Best friends are forever, it's the only bond that can withstand the hottest fires of hell
And the coldest days of hopelessness
Happiness is always possible because they don't mind sharing
And if there is none between us we realize in this case it CAN be bought
Most call it ice cream, we call it PMS killer!
In this world there's a whole new language
If one is a ***** the other laughs and thinks of a more colorful word
And fights never last more than two hours
Because a best friend is the sibling you always wish you had








This is a dedication to my best friend Bambie yes there are others but we rode the rollercoaster of high school and survived together, we lost touch for the longest time until march and i am SO thankful to have re-connected with her she's the best friend a girl could ask for and a wonderful mommy to 3 adorable little boys she works so hard to hold things together and does an amazing job

night guys sweet dreams maybe i'll actually sleep tonight

i loves ya kim you're an awesome friend

no amount of time will ever be enough