ya know, i lost my mother at birth, she gave me away to be raised in an old family tradition....i later came to discover her within myself...and now again in you.
i think i am even older than you in years but you are so generous and your love is so tangible ...when i am so confused you are the dream of my mother come true...do you remember i said we are each others dreams come true??

thank you for being

i wanna see eriks face for that one!!!!

hi Allen

it's hilarious...but what has that got to do with erik?

now a clip with erik in the produce section of the market emoting for a fresh fig...hmmmmm


erik goes to the market
erik goes to the dentist
the erik series....


erik meets muriel!!!!

hahhahahhaaahhahahahaaaaaaaa

gypsy..u ok?

yep

i resonate with so many of your perspectives, i had to chime in
and respectfully add that reality, on the planet shows us that the human species is genetically predisposed, and only now that technology has advanced to the level where we can read the human genome, and understand the chemistry and biology, can we begin to assign what good and evil actually are.
in the beginning there were no reasons, there were only causes. nothing had a purpose, nothing had so much as a function, there was no teleology in the world at all, it's simple,there was nothing that had interests, but after millennias there happened to emerge simple replicators. While 'they' had no idea of their interests, WE peering back from our vantage point at their early days and development , we can non-arbitrarily assign them certain interests, the design of our conscious minds, is the result of 3 successive evolutionary processes, piled on top of each other, each one vastly swifter and more powerful than it's predecessor, and in order to understand this ...well

maybe that's another thread
i do feel safe to say that as soon as one gets into the business of self preservation, boundaries become very important

when light returns to the source
it takes nothing
of what it has illuminated.


it may have shown on a garbage dump or a garden
or in the center of a human eye



no matter...


it goes and when it does
the open plain becomes passionately desolate


wanting it back

where is the wine that will
take me to sweet abandon
i didn't taste it in our tears until
the sky unleashed a torrent
and we were once again
allonewater
and the pavement we fell on


i didn't taste it in our songs until
the music raged against the machine
and we took back
our drums and remembered our way
home

pass me the cup
to drink of you , of sisters
and all
manifestations of
'this essence'
this abandon

that i find in the comfort of our dance

salut!

my friend lies about it too....

do you believe them?????

hellooooooo a voice from the past....

hey lady...sooooo you don't really wanna do that .

i have a friend she is 35, no kids so none of the stretched out belly skin,she just didn't want the rolls when she sat down...she is 5'5" and weighs about 115 which is pretty damn close to perfect....she did it anyway.


it's awful...a purple scar now reaches around her from side to side ...and shows over the line of where her jeans end....when she sits she still bends in the middle..( go figure) lol

it took 3 months for most of the swelling to go away and they said it would take 6 weeks, then the residual swelling will stay for at least a year...she was so depressed from the whole ordeal she put on 10lbs


don't do it!!!!!!!!! she is tight and uncomfortable and it has ruined her sex life because she is more self conscious now for the scar and what it means then the rolls she didn't like before

the rolls she had, were like we all have, like every healthy body has when it folds and bends ....

it's not worth it unless you were seriously obese and lost 100 lbs...


jmo

Dana

passes the splif



wwwwwwwhhhhhhhsssssssssssssssss .....ere

ttttttttttttttttttoooooooooooooooeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss with toenail polish!!!!!!!

i wrote this before i knew or read your poetry...sorry but people with patterns need to be paid attention to... Lee had serious issues that were evident for most to see....

i'm sorry you found out the expensive way....and i think she is horrible for leading you to believe in a lie. it's not like she didn't know who she was/is

well i guess you won't be flying soon .... but next time a layover in Amsterdam ????

sweetheart..... you'll be ok.....

seeeeeeeeeeeee i told ya ya shoulda picked me!!!!!