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Topic: tell the stories
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Fri 04/25/08 01:39 PM
but for the stories of women....
we keep the memories and the records
we sing our mother's songs to our granchildren
we wail our sorrows in ancient harmonies

we sob,and weep with anguish when we lose a child
all of us, no matter where, even if we believe his spirit flies home
we are shattered, our human heart is broken

my heart is not my heart!!
i gave it away
to a little girl that finally ate
the food from my hand, grabbed my finger
and lived
and the hundreds of women that prepared food with me in the camps
as their villages burned
and the smoke was still
in our eyes
weeping with onions
and the dust of our loved ones in our mouths
our tears salted the aubergine
roasting
to the courage and tenacity of my people
my people that live in every face i treat
every hand i take in mine
to every need i was able to meet
i gave my heart
and felt the pulse
fusion
who's heart do i feel?
if my heart is your heart then i will feel you
you
are mine as breath
as it disolves
i shatter again
when your children run into my arms
when we cover their faces
when i am called away
when i long to be near
i will never forget
why we find each other here
to know the depth and power
of love like this


then shatter me again
and spill my blood with yours
that we will be mothers
against violence
and tell our stories and
write our herstory
and feed our children
life rather than greed
kindness rather than cruelty
respect rather than discrimination
forgiveness rather than revenge
inspiration rather than dogma
knowledge rather than marketed propaganda
social consciousness rather than racism
human rights rather than capitalism& politics [as we know them]
the joy of generosity
when our smiles greet
eyes remember
i am yours
:heart:

Abracadabra's photo
Fri 04/25/08 02:27 PM
Very Nice! drinker

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Fri 04/25/08 02:28 PM
flowerforyou

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Sat 04/26/08 12:19 AM
thanks guys
abra...i have been reading you for years
your compliment is greatly appreciated

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Sat 04/26/08 12:21 AM
and the force of spring rendering the ground
THROWS all the crumbled earth to the wind
and we stand trrrrrrembling and fresh
but older than all the juju that was ever spoken!!!!!
i lingered in the world, seduced by the beauty
by the annunciation of wonderful events,
i go thru life with idealistic and fated eyes
carrying within me the music of a lovely and tragic mythology.
my mouth utters an obscure prophesy
my mind invaded by the future
i am a strange one with half of me always in the spirit world

i cross bridges and touch tears
i enter secret longings and sooth an unsettled sleep
i hear you breathing everywhere
and i am there

warming your feet,
in the steam of your coffee
the sweat on your brow

the dirt in your fingernails the blood on your skirt
how many times will i go thru this gateway?
i chose again to stay
to come home to the smell of your scent on my pillow
i want to taste this world
to feel it to know it
to suffer it to love it
to make a valuable contribution to it
to have that sublime mood of eternity in me
as i live the life that comes

but i sometimes think
it was your face that made me want to stay.....

i wanted to make happy the bruised spirit of the women that would become
my dearest friends


oya

BonnyMiss's photo
Sat 04/26/08 12:33 AM
A very wide canvas of imagery and emotions catapulted by your words.Keep writing.

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Sat 04/26/08 06:09 AM
these words are like tears
i cannot shed
because they would insult the dignity of the life
we are so fortunate to have...

but i am broken and the human weeps
while the spirit flies

what a contradiction to wear ! i feel like
a world class tennis match is going on inside
and my soul is the court that is being played...


i wonder if this tournament is fair


lol

AngelLight's photo
Sat 04/26/08 06:18 AM
You are humanity meeting humanity. God bless you :heart:

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Sat 04/26/08 06:32 AM
troubled?
then stay with me for i am not

lonely?
a thousand naked beauties, wanting
dwell in the ancient caves
beneath my eyelids...


riches?
here's a pick
my wholebody is an emerald that begs ...
"take me"

write all that worries you
on a piece of paper
offer it to the flames
even from the distance of a millennium
i can lean the flame of my heart
into your life
and turn
all that frightens you
into holy insense ash

BonnyMiss's photo
Sat 04/26/08 06:46 AM
I'm enjoying this.

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Sat 04/26/08 07:02 AM

your fragrance was carried on the winds and
the roses blushed and wilted

i felt you hand outstretched
the soft and firm grasp that held me stable as i walked

your touch calms my grief
and allows me to sit and breathe








it is SO much easier to let go than to hold on
:heart:

BonnyMiss's photo
Sat 04/26/08 07:09 AM
A woman with life's experience, a woman in love or philosopher in the making ? I think all of the above

Abracadabra's photo
Sat 04/26/08 07:45 AM

thanks guys
abra...i have been reading you for years
your compliment is greatly appreciated


I didn't know who you were when I first read this, but my first thought was,... "This woman is just like Alex!"

I thought she was too much like you to be a coincidence cuz you are truly unique. But then I thought,... hmmm?,... This world's a pretty crazy place, so maybe there are other Alexes out there,...

But nope,... It's you! flowerforyou

Actually, in a way, I was kind of hoping there were more of you around. bigsmile

We could use a world filled with you! :heart:

MsTeddyBear2u's photo
Sat 04/26/08 07:49 AM
Welcome! :wink: flowerforyou
Good write!!!

d4tc's photo
Sat 04/26/08 09:11 AM
This is very Anne Sexton'ish! I like it! Good writes oya9!

pkh's photo
Sat 04/26/08 09:52 AM
Ver nice...welcomeflowerforyou

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Sat 04/26/08 09:52 AM
uh o





quickly googles ann sexton...sheeshohwell

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Sat 04/26/08 10:06 AM
ok .... wow

she was rather prolific , and i quickly accessed a small collection of her prose....( thanks for the gift )flowerforyou

i could feel a relationship more with her rhythm and cadence , than her topic, but i only read 3

i just ramble...

"as much as a pen knows what it is writing
or a ball can guess where it is going next??" rumi


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Sat 04/26/08 10:15 AM

Very Nice! drinker

:heart:



cockroaches...heh heh:wink:




Abracadabra's photo
Sat 04/26/08 10:33 AM

This is very Anne Sexton'ish! I like it! Good writes oya9!


I too had to Google Anne Sexton,…

I don’t really see a resemblance in the cerebral content of her writings. Possibly there may be some resemblance in the lyrical writing style, and possibly a similar stance on some issues,...

But when it comes down to the actual thoughts behind the words I think there’s a major difference. Anne Sexton appears to be writing from the inside out. Like she locked inside her body and trying to get out (which she eventually did by committing suicide). I think her poems reflect her internal war.

Alex (Oya9) is just the opposite. She’s writing from the outside in. Alex has given so much of herself. She has given herself over to humanity to the extreme (I guess you’d have to know her to fully understand this). Alex is outside of herself. She’s knocking on her body to let her back in.

She’s locked herself out and can’t get back in. She’s gone overboard with her selflessness and seriously needs someone to toss her a life preserver but no one knows how because they are all locked up deep within the hull of their own existence.

Someone needs to open the door of her tortured soul and invite her to come back into herself. Until then she’ll forever be knocking from the outside in. She’s given herself away completely to the point where she’s lost the key to her own existence.

And now I’ve given away the key to unlocking all her poetry.,…

Just read what she’s saying,…

“my heart is not my heart!!
i gave it away”

“to the courage and tenacity of my people
my people that live in every face i treat”

“who's heart do i feel?
if my heart is your heart then i will feel you”

“then shatter me again
and spill my blood with yours”

“when our smiles greet
eyes remember
i am yours

Alex is a doctor. She’s given herself away to humanity. She’s kept nothing for herself. She’s lost in the torrent ocean of human suffering and pain,… and recovery and joy!

(just thought I’d share this for those of you who do not know her)

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