It is just like devel worship and witch craft. They do have some power but not like hollywood shows them. I prefer the power of Jesus, the son of God, over theirs.

I found many message boards like this can be very good friends. I will not say who I help or who helped me. The main reason I came back here was to try and start chatting with them again. Once I got back into dating I have not had problems meeting the women.

This is a wonderful site filled with seriuos people looking for someone special.

TXgal did we email each other some back then?

"I live in my own little world. But it's OK, they all know me here"

I actually got the T shirt. And it fits, LOL.

"Sex? No thanks I got one" I saw this one again the other day and still
think it is stupid.

Well I had a simular thing happen to me this week and it sucks. I
thought something really happened to her as she was constantly texting
me and calling me before we met Friday night. I stayed at her place on
the couch because of the things that went down here Friday as she asked
me to stay over instead of getting a motel. Saturday we ran around
together and I dropped her off at her grandmas in another town for a few
hours then picked her back up. She gave me a big hug before I left.
Everything seemed fine as I was not rushing into the relationship.
Friends first is my goal. I thought we were getting along great as
friends. I called her Sunday night. I got no answer. I got my answer
yesterday after sending one last text message. She felt like I was
feeling. We like each other as friends but niether of us see anything
more in our future. I planned on telling her this Sunday when she
started ignoring me. The good news is we are talking again and we both
know there is not much of a chance of anything else between us. Her
reason for ignoring me was she was affraid to hurt me. Her ignoring me
and me worrying about her hurt me much more than her not talking.

So speak your mind first. Then if he will not quit call or still tries
to take the relationship the wrong way then stop it even if it takes
ignoring him.

I use bee sting theoropy for muscle spasms. It helps alot during the
warmer months when I can work my bee hives. I am still sort of doing the
pill thing. I have to keep myself alive some how until I get on
disability or get the settlement from the company where I got hurt. But
yes keep moving. That is one of the best ways to combat back problems
once the damage has been fixed the best it can by the docs. I have to
watch what I do as I used to put 2 100lb sacks of corn on my shoulders
and walk into the barn from the truck. Now my weight limit is 50lbs. It
is hard not to just grap something and lift on it like I used to. You
will learn what you can do and can not do. Then keep moving the ways you
can.

My parents have buried 2 of us 6 kids. One died as an infant and I was
not around to know her(born much later), yet I know how it impacted my
mother. The second one was my older sister who was partly like another
mother to me when I was real small yet had enough respect for me to
treat me like a brother when I was 9 and up. I was closer to her than
any of my siblings. My dream of a horse farm was a dream of hers as
well. Since I was 19 when she passed away I saw the toll it had on my
father. He hugged and told another sister of mine for the first time she
could ever remember that he loved her. My father never really showed his
love and he never told us he loved us. This is why I have told my kids
time and time again I love them. So yes I pray I never have to bury any
of my children.

I can be happy without a lover. But I would need money to set up a life
style with less worry to be happy. Other have said that things pass
away. Well a home that is paid for can burn down and insurance can build
it back. Worrying is not being happy. Money is a big part of not having
worries. Part of my dream of a farm is to grow my own food so I do not
have to worry and that. I have no desire to be rich. If I had plenty of
money a goal I once thought of was to build or buy some houses and work
with a shelter and help homeless families get back on there feet. Kind
of a no rent housing with job placement(work hands on the farm if
nothing else). That was something I wrote a school paper on with the
notion you just won the lottery what would you do. First was buy my
dream farm and horses and second was help others through the no rent
housing. Part of the problem with goverment housing is it is based on
income. So when you get a job the rent goes up instantly and you get
less help for other things. It is set up to keep you in need. My plan
was to get the people set up with a car, job, and even a rainy day fund
before asking them to move on so someone else in need could be helped.
Maybe this is a topic for another thread.

I was raised around disabled people. I learned early to respect them.
One of them was 22yo when she passed away and she never could sign or
talk. Her care giver, mother, and sister were the only ones that knew a
few ques that she gave for food and drink. Then there is my sister who
was hit by a car at age 8. She leads a mostly normal life now. But she
had a rough time getting the proper meds for her seizures. And now I am
disabled but nothing wrong with my mind. Please take this story to heart
and help make these peoples day, year, or even life. I copied this and
saved it for my children to read when I get to see them again.

Moving so I will be working hard all weekend. Today is the last day for
the computer for awhile. I will check in at the library and at my
brothers house from time to time.

HAve a great day yall.

We are still emailing and texting but the feeling was mutual that we
would never be girlfriend/boyfriend just friends. She is a real sweet
person who has been done so wrong it has scarred her for life. I hope
she finds someone who will treat her right and that has chemistry with
her.

Because women that look that much younger will still look younger than
their age when they are 50. It is a turn on when I find out the lady I
am interested in is actually older than she looks. To bad the lady I met
this last weekend turned out to be 10 years younger than I thought she
was. It has the oppisite effect. She looked every bit of 40 and is
actually 30.

I have 2 3 inch rods in my back which will not be removed. The fall
down the stairs did alot of damage. I can no long clip my own toe nails.
On bad days I can no longer put on socks and shoes. I just thank god I
can walk as I am really into the outdoors. My disabilities drive me
crazy as it is not like me to sit around the house. I am a cowboy. I
should be out riding fences.

Been there done that and need to have some more work done on my back.
The good news the surgical pain will get better. You have to force
yourself to get up and around as the exercise starts rebuilding those
damaged muscles. I hope you do not have any perment nerve damage like I
do. Wishing you all the best girl and welcome back.

After I got married I moved into a dorm at college as the ex refused to
move with me as she wanted to finish high school at home. I met a woman
by the name of Jamie. I told the ex during our nightly phone time about
her. When I introduced Jamie to the ex they hit it right off and we did
alot of things together. The ex though had a hard time accepting Jamie
and my friendship as just friendship. I tend to make female friends
easier than male friends. One reason I am nearly friendless now is the
ex ran them off in different ways over the years. I saw get over it as
it is part of me being me. I know where home is and who I love and who
is just a friend. If I wanted something more than friendship with a
woman I would have left the wife as it would have meant I did not love
her. I just wished she felt the same way.

I find the ones who accuse the other of cheating are the cheaters. My
ex was jealous of me. She accused me several times of cheating yet I
never did. She sure did though.

My dream since childhood was to own a farm and raise horses. I was
partly living my dream before breaking my back and loosing everything. I
want about 50 acres with a few well stocked ponds, some wooded areas,
about 10 horses and 100 goats. The house would be a simple cheap but
well made farm house with a basement for my tropical fish room. Money
does not make you happy it is what you do with it that can make you
happy.

I want to know what love is by foriener(damit I can not spell) is one
of my favorites.

Well it is just me here and I am not adjusting to not cooking big meals
well since the ex took the kids Friday. So it is left overs but that
baked chicken was good yesterday for lunch, dinner, breakfast today, and
hopefully still good tonight. Atleast lunch was a can of chili, LOL.

So many over look the biology of sex. I do believe men think more often
of sex and sexual activity. It is because a man can physically service
many women. It is also why more men are cheaters than women. I just got
unlucky and got a cheater.

I do believe whole heartly though in the point I think Rocky is trying
to make. Women tend to use what they got to get things more than men do.
Many women I have met have told me they have never bought a drink in a
bar. Why all they have to do is flirt a bit and a guy will buy them one
or even to the point of supplying them all night with drinks. My ex and
her girlfriend went as a couple to a bar(home town bar so they are not
used to lesbians). Neither of them bought a drink the whole night and
neither of them are very sexy. They would dance with a guy and he would
start buying drinks for them. Talk about false advertising.

He has been added to my prayer list.

I have an idea about this. What if we start a prayer list thread. Each
time someone needs support and help list it in the same thread. I used
to keep a text document on my desktop as a prayer list. I think I need
to start doing it again. A few on here are in my prayer list now. Some
asked for it some did not, LOL.

I feel that I am artistic but I prefer a live medium. I like working
with plants. Bonsia is something I love to do. I have never got into
making animal shapes from plants but I have sculted a few different
things in larger plants. I tried painting and found I loved doing it but
I suck at it. Maybe some day I can have the time to spend to get better
at it. I am not into throwing a bunch of colors on something and calling
it art. I did make a couple small scultures from sheet metal. Both where
gargoles that I placed on the corners of the press I worked on until a
super said I had to remove them. We had welding training time that I
used to make them in. The sad thing is they could not be brought home
and ended up in the scrap bin. So I could see myself doing alot more of
that if I had the money for a shop.