My life is like a ocean calm at times. Then without a warning a storm rushes in like a monster in the dark to steal my smile. To haunt my thoughts like some ghost that cant rest until I cant even remember what peace feels like. What a sunny day feels like on my face. Or the kiss of the morning dew or the warmth of a embrace. All you are left with is a shell of who you was. So are you left to walk alone forever? Locked in a world without trust. In a world so dark and cold you feel like a robot so hard and cold nothing but time can hurt you. But even steel will rust if not cared for. So today I lay down my pen and step out of the dark to feel the sun on my face. And in time find the smile I lost and the laughter. That once filled my life. So the long walk to a new life begins.

welcome friend

ty

To Watch You Leaving . . .

is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.

Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.

And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.

For the balance of my days.

ty

I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and goodbye."

dont sweat it ppl dont like your spelling then thay dont have to read it looks fine to me

"Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive & well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, champagne in one hand--strawberries & chocolate in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out & screaming "WOO HOO - WHAT A RIDE!" " LOL

end of times

hell i am just starting to have fun lol

some guyz must not got enuff hugs as a kid lol

just a nick name

not to bad a bit bored but other then that a good night

how is every one tonight

its the small things you get a kick out of lol

or you can put tape on the bottom of your cats feet thats allways funny to watch

very true lol

lol

woot love the bubble wrap now i want some lol