very nice :)

As an avid outdoorsman, fisherman ect, the name drew me in to read and the read itself was awesome. Very nicely written man.

Nicceeeeeeee

Thats great man, I enjoyed it and am looking into more of your stuff. Keep them commin man!

Will you remember my words long after they're spoke?

Will you protect them all with a cognative cloak?

Will you look in my eyes and show me your true?

Or will you choke on the words till your face turns blue.

Will you stick with me through thick and thin?

Or stash me away in a box made of tin.

Would you stoke the fire that burns in our souls?

Or would you be the killer digging the holes.

Will you give me a chance to show my worth?

Even if i cant give you the earth?

I sit and wait like a dog at the fence.

Always on guard and filled with suspence.

Who is the owner who carries my heart?

Is it handled with care and not torn apart?

Its fragile from the journies it has embarked before,

So with you by my side, to fate, we can settle the score.

an empty heart leaves me blank
with one evil girl for me to thank
ive lost my focus on this heart of mine
kind of wish i could go back in time
find a path that could lead me astray
for this price was not worth the pay
i live my life with no regrets
but i shouldnt have put money on these bets
the rest of my life was suppsed to be yours
togather we lay on the oceans shores
share a ring on a finger, through sickness and health
fight eachothers demons with the utmost stealth
but you got into the bunker and put your plan into play
waiting to set it off when i look away
out of nowhere my fortress was knocked to the ground
you walked right away ignoring my sound
still to this day i re-enforce my walls
build bigger cannons and use bigger balls
some congradulate while others shy away
your not the same kid from back in the day
my love was robbed along side of my soul
now with the season, its taking its toll
i miss sleeping with somone along my side
i miss when my minds stress used to subside
the breath on my neck and the warmth so close
the thought of you now is so f*cking gross
how can i replace somthing so damaged inside
when i trust nobody anymore who can i confide
my dreams are real and will be true to my name
i will find a woman who knows nothing of a game
somone who cares and heals my life
somone who wants truely to be a wife
somone who wants kids and a family
somone to wake up to that can handle me
somone who will grow with me old and dumb
but still will let me pinch them in there bum

Thank you so much for the kind words. It is this feeling that makes the search both difficult and exiting. I will be posting up some more :) Thank you for the warm welcome again.

thank you for the kind words, I know there are many here that share a similar situation weather it be metaphoricle or literal. Everyone needs a face to go with the feeling. I wish you well on your search as well.

This was written due to a woman with no face that appears in many dreams. She is always there as my lady and my love, yet I know not who she is.

the smoothness of your skin and softness of your lips
the embrace we share sends my heart into flips
i long for this feeling now and forever
a difficult pain comes with this endever
i feel your skin but cant see your face
i pinch myself again just in case
am i awake or do i lay in a land of dreams
this silence i hold goes forever it seems
i miss the warmth and the spark of a kiss
for theres no greater feeling such as this
we hold hands and interlock our eyes
sadness and lonlyness leaves and dies
but this woman with no face stands at my side
then leaves without a trace, taken with the tide
i stand on the beach and look twords the sun
only to find that my dream is done
my head drops down and so does my smile
ill search for you some day, mile for mile
i look for the footprints she left in the sand
no evidence of her just an empty hand
a tear leaves my eye and runs down my neck
again shes gone even after i check
i walk to reality with dispare and haste
theres nothing worse than having a taste
theres a curse that lingers over my soul
no woman for me, let the truth be told
what did i do to deserve the ****
i just want a change if even for a bit
the alarm goes off and i awake and look
again my heart is what she took
an empty bed is the war i fight
until i see her in my dreams, late at night

nerd power brutha man!! but i have to subtract for the country music part of it hahah. i live a very country life but i just cant take the music. hows an 8?! ners will always show support!! hahah

If a "boy" is of that age and admits it, chances are you don't want a part of it lol. I am young at heart but am by no means a boy. Best of luck in your search!

Through my own experiences, I find that it can go either way with the spectrum of light. I truely believe that it all boils down to the amount of energy emitted by a spirit. Another factor that I believe has to do with the visibility and presense of spirits is the surroundings. EMF's, wiring, batteries, anything that produces a form of energy that can help assist in diverting the energy from its original sorce to a forign source (spirit). In alot of the shows and as well as alot of my own personal experiences, areas that have a higher base EMF reading can and will throw off equipment used to "capture" a forign entity. It also has a selective impact on the individual. On the other hand, the increased energy emitted, can help a spirit manifest or do certain things that would make someone feel as though something out of the ordinary has happened. Just as an individual is more perceptive to certain phenomona, I feel that the same goes for the spirit world. I feel as though some of them are just not capable of communication for whatever reason. Obviously we dont know any of this for sure but I feel like there are spirits all over the place, its just a matter of matching the surroundings with the situations and having that perfect moment. Does this make sence? lol

I bought my house a little over 4 years ago and it was finished being built in 1890. The first few weeks i was there, i was convinced somone was constantly trying to break in until one night i got up with a shotgun and went downstairs into my kitchen to see all my cabinet doors open then slam shut. I knew at that point that something else was there in the house with me. From then on, i was bound and determined to find out what it was. I formed a paranormal investigation group group called Pioneer Valley Paranormal (PVP). Through the years, not only have I learned to co-exist with "spirits" but have learned to handle situations that would normally make you go bonkers. I fully believe in the afterlife and have no doubt in my mind that all over the place, we have people who are of another world. Some may call it crazy talk and some may agree, but I can honestly say, the things that I have witnessed on my own and with my team have lead us to believe. cheers!

piano

I may be young, but I keep old school chivalry alive. I can't stand these people (both male and female) that feel as though going on a date means automatic one night stand. Just the company in itself is what makes the time spent worth every minute. The only problem I have is that around here, there isn't anyone that appreciates a good guy. It's all about the pill poppin abusive BOYS with no respect for women. GOTTA LOVE IT! lol

thanks for the understanding man i appreciate it. continue to do what gives you the inspiration and creative edge in your musical quest.

thanks pyxxie :) its not so much that i rely on other people to get me through it, its just reliefe from the lonley feeling i have gotten through making the choice. just to know that other people know how the journey is and that they are successful in it, makes me feel better because where i am from, its rare. thanks again!

it has to do with not being able to have anything in moderation. it has to do with me fighting not to looze the home i worked so hard to get and so easly let go. it is about doing things with my own state of mind and not having anything to stimulate my sences to achieve things that i want to achieve. i dont knock you for wanting to have a little buzz for creativity so i ask that you dont knock me for wanting to take a diffrent approach. ritiousness dosnt have to have a religous connection to it. for me, its a word of greatness. i want to achieve greatness for myself and be more than what i settled for. i want the respect and trust of my family back. i want to spend time with my niece because her parents are all effed up and dont do anything for her. my music has gotten much better since i stopped because i have a diffrent type of emotion to feel and write about. it opens the door for more inspiration and people who actually can relate and support. again, i feel that in moderation if you like to do your thing, thats awesome i hold nothing against you for it, but, this post is really for people who share similar situations and are willing to help support eachother in their efforts. if its just a question of what im going for, i hope i answered your question. if its a way of saying that its all a load of ****, then there are MANY other forums you can write in and let this one be what it is. thanks.

YES!! hahahah that is badass!! i love how its all put togather, more douchbags should watch this and actually see what women are capable of doing to there sorry @$$'s! kudos!!