Got this recipe from a Hawaiian friend of mine.
Pork butt. Kosher or coarse Hawaiian salt
Liquid smoke. Green cabbage
Onion. Black pepper corns
White sticky rice. HD foil
Turkey oven bag. Cooking oil

Pre-heat oven to 300* F.

In a roasting pan, place several sheets of foil, and the open oven bag. Cover butt with liquid smoke(use gloves),then cover butt in coarse salt- be generous this is salting the whole meal. Close up oven bag and wrap tightly with foil. Add water to the roaster ions inch deep. Cook in oven at 300� for one hour, lower temperature to 250� and cook till meat falls off bone and can be pulled easily.

Prepare white rice per instructions on package. Dice onion and saut� in large pan or wok. Chop cabbage into large strips, coat lightly with oil add to onion, cook cabbage down till it softens/wilts to your Liking. Add shredded pork to cabbage.

Serve on plate over rice. And enjoy, even better the next day.

don't give it your all till you know they're worth it... and don't worry about what others on here say, just join in with them... we give everyone a hard time at one time or another, don't let it bother you... have fun, don't worry about your disability,
i didn't even know till you posted it... if you let people eat you, they will... don't let it show, just start eating back... and i can guarantee you, 75% of the people here feel just as unwanted as you do, but they come here to escape it, not dwell on it...

Omg! That long ago??


Giving up is like losing hope and faith! And you need both!

Sure there no other sites that specialised in your fetishes???

Hang in there Kirk...

Sift through the forums,i did read a forum post that said there's a forum for fetishes and such..

Look in there,you never know!