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Sat 02/11/12 10:42 AM

Sadly always feeling this way, never really having.
one real, good day.
Passing thoughts always skipping your beat.
Staying busy, DOING, ANY DRAMATIC RETREAT.
I have tried to listen, and I do really care.
With many friends who suffer, all this you share.

This was very sweetly gathered, and arranged.
As you were writing this, fighting that feeling of drained.

KEEP ON BEING YOU, STAY WITHIN ALL YOUR LIGHT.
and as time passes by, your have fewer a sleepless night.:heart:

Depression is a battle, but YOUR pretty tough on winning.drinker

:banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana: :banana:


Thank you. You always have kind and encouraging words to say. They're much appreciated.

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Sat 02/11/12 10:28 AM

coughYellowbrickroadcough

coughHighTensioncough


Ack,we won't discuss High Tension. You know how I feel about that movie.

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Sat 02/11/12 09:55 AM
I can't imagine it being bad, however. I've been let down before.
-CoughSuckerPunchCough-

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Sat 02/11/12 09:46 AM

to the places we go, and the words just...come. very felt this was. flowerforyou


Thank you. flowerforyou

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Sat 02/11/12 09:35 AM

Vicodin,(had dental surgery yesterday)

and remembering,

talking to Jarsno,

on the phone the other day.flowerforyou

What a sweetheart he is!!smitten :thumbsup: waving


I was just about to say.. the sweet pain relief of percocet. Mouth pain is the worst. I hope you feel better soon.

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Sat 02/11/12 09:26 AM


Nah, it's actually been quite a while.

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I :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

LOVE :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

EVERYONE :heart: :heart: :heart:

HERE,:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

VERY :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

MUCH!! :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

INCLUDING :heart: :heart: :heart:

BOONEDOGGY!! :heart:

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:heart: love flowerforyou smitten

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:heart: love flowerforyou smitten

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Sat 02/11/12 09:24 AM


Nah, it's actually been quite a while.
:heart: U 2 flowers


That's sweet of you. flowers

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Sat 02/11/12 09:22 AM
I tend to bake in mass amounts of very cold days.

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Sat 02/11/12 09:19 AM
Nah, it's actually been quite a while.

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Sat 02/11/12 09:18 AM

i know all to well how this feels. i wish i could put it into words like that but my talents are limited to visual art alone. other than that i cant express it at all :/


Visual art, is still a wonderful way to express inner turmoil. I personally have the hardest of issues in actually expressing how I feel in any way outside of some artistic expression. It's still nice to have something.

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Sat 02/11/12 09:12 AM
I'm not sure, who told you that. However it isn't true.

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Sat 02/11/12 09:08 AM
My Brightest Diamond - If I Were Queen.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiEpUZt52uY&feature=related

Ok Sweetheart - Before You Go.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZniVq7dhh_o

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Sat 02/11/12 08:51 AM
My Bright Diamond - Lucky. (Originally done by Radiohead.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UR1iroUHNNQ&feature=related

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Sat 02/11/12 08:49 AM


Karen o, Trent Reznor, and Atticus Ross - Immigrant Song. (Originally Led Zeppelin.)
I like it far more than the original.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQtXsp4tIbw


Fail! Sorry but agree to disagree here. :tongue:


I knew someone was going to say something about that, most people always do. Lol.

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Fri 02/10/12 11:22 PM





..ok I couldn't give a chit less bout a woman's height. :O


No?

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Fri 02/10/12 11:16 PM
Karen o, Trent Reznor, and Atticus Ross - Immigrant Song. (Originally Led Zeppelin.)
I like it far more than the original.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQtXsp4tIbw

Snake River Conspiracy - Love Song. (Originally The Cure.)
As much as I love the original. I tend to listen to this version more.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvq1tl1Q6us

Kidney Thieves - Crazy. (Originally Patsy Cline.)
I LOVE the original to this song too, but there is just something about the cover.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHFKJ9tDb1I





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Fri 02/10/12 09:11 PM

It doesn't help that I tend to criticize myself harshly demand perfection from myself.

You do seem to have an artistic talent though.

I think mental "disorders" are what make great artists so marvelous, but it also hinders us from achieving our goals and dreams, if we let it.


I'm the same way. Having a perfectionist mentality does anything, but help i've noticed.
Thanks. Actually my life and work revolves around art. Mental issues and my depression does seem to fuel my artistic fire.

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Fri 02/10/12 09:11 PM

It doesn't help that I tend to criticize myself harshly demand perfection from myself.

You do seem to have an artistic talent though.

I think mental "disorders" are what make great artists so marvelous, but it also hinders us from achieving our goals and dreams, if we let it.


I'm the same way. Having a perfectionist mentality does anything, but help i've noticed.
Thanks. Actually my life and work revolves around art. Mental issues and my depression does seem to fuel my artistic fire.

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Fri 02/10/12 09:09 PM


Invisible, in the shadows and never seen.
Caught in cracks, slipping further between.
I scream to the top of my lungs and nobody can hear.
I cry until my eyes are dry, and no one ever sees a tear.
I fall off the face of the earth, yet no one looks for me.
What will it take to get someone to see?
I've cried out for help many times in life.
Yet, most refuse or care to see the strife.
My nights left sleepless.
My heart feels beat-less.
..you'll never see me because I'm not here.
That, is my nightmare come true. My biggest fear.



..I wouldn't be looking.
Solely because..
..I jumped after you..

:(


=/

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Fri 02/10/12 09:08 PM
I want to see that as well.

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