lmao yupos i should b as strong as a 3 layer brick wall from all the relationships ive come out of! i recon i trust ppl too easy :s

awww thnxies lol

i have moved on ive got a guy im sortof seeing but its the whole fact shes with him has anoyed me lmao it probs will seem stupid too me in the future and ill think too myself i was an idiot! i do hope she learns her lessons from it tho :s dnt want her 2 get hurt but if thats wat appens

hehe thnx :p i have forgotten ish about him dnt help wen he does stuff like thst :s

i have no idea what ive done too deserve 2 be hurt from him again thats y i was cousouse about sayin if i liekd him or not (cant spell)

true true

shes actually lost a few mates from it because im more closer and known them longer and they went through my tear when i was with them so they was rather pissed that shes done that they rang her tell her too stay outta their lives :s tryin stoppin em but once som 1s minds set hard 2 change it lol

it is indeed lmao thnx made me chuckle :)

exactly but she dont think that way she only thinks o her self obviousley when it comes too her life i give em a month he asked me out on the 16th 20th was his bday 24th xmas n now he jus asked her out coinsidence i think not. lmao i know its pretty long haha

my mate (ex mate now has recently said that she liked my ex she knew i still had feeling for him, so i said if you carry on ur going too lose me as a friend because she knew how i felt.

my ex said he liked me and asked if i liked him too i didnt answer and said id think about it because i wasnt completely sure last night because he had played me before i didnt want too be hurt again. he said he missed being with me and wished we was still together.

he then said he loved my mate loads i though oook :s whats going on.

then tonight he dropped a bomb shell on me that he really likes my ex mate i said ok good for you so why tal too me then and he said becuase i talk too any one he then accused me for being jealous no im not jealous i just didnt want him and my mate too get too gether because deep down i have feelings for him. he then said he has a girlfriend anyway i instantly knew it was charley (my mate) i asked him and said is it charley we said well... i asked her and i said if your with him i really dislike you... and she said hes you ex get over it youll never be with him again etc etc this made me feel like **** then i told her too never talk too me again dont even come near me.. luke (my ex) then said whats wrong with poor lil nice charley and i thought NICE get lost you dont know what she said he then said you should be happy that you mate has found som 1 and i said yh if it werent you ur my ex theres rules mates shouldnt go there obv and then i said well good luck with it dont ever talk too me again...

and i feel like **** ive been gfuming alll night and i dont know what too do i just cant be happy for them i just cant beleive charley would do such a thing i thought she was a mate and she crosses the line and gets with my ex that she knew i had a strong connection with and still liked which hurts more thats she told me 2 get other him shes 18 never been kissed has never had a boyfriend and her parents wont even let her out unless for college luke hardely saw me when we was together and i was able to get out he has a job now and ive been allso taken on at the same place so the thing is me and him will be seeing a lot of each other.
its not like i didnt warn her about him she heard me sobbing on the phone beacuse he was a **** i told my mates earlier and they said well if she doesnt think o ur feelings about this she deserves to get hurt.. i know this is harsh but :s

i just dont know what to do do i ignore it and get on with my life? i know i shouldnt dwell on the past but he was everything too me i loved him he was the first guy i fell for and he said hed never and wil never feel the same towards another girl. theyve only been talkin a couple weeks and he allreadi says he loves her loads! is he trying to get to me for saying ill think about liking him? or does he genuinely like her? i dont like the thought shes taken my place in his life she started acting like me a week ago she dyed her hair 2 light brown and is on a diet (shes size 20) my mates where trying too cheer me up and say shes ugly shes fat etc etc but then again if she was y would he go for her. he seemed quiet embarrased about the fact tho and they both havent said anything too any one!! argh i just dont know any more!!
i hate this feelings that my heart been torn out by a best mate me n charley ave loads o pics o each other messin bout etc n it hurts we ave sooo amny memorys i just dont know why she would oo such a thing too a mate unless i wasnt as special too her than she was too me but i just dont want too be her mate anymore!! ive told my mates not 2 invite me out wen shes there and they said they wont invite her out at all i dont want that i dnt wanan ave sides jus want charley too realise shes done wrong!!!!

thnx if u read this any ways :D really needed to get it off my chest! n if u help even better lmao!!

yup sounds scarey 2 me too lmao! im off 2 bed im shattered thnx for all ya help :D

im off to bed college in the morning at 7 and its 2am :s i wont wake up lmao!

good luck with the girl u like hope it goes well :D

xx

im not frustrated

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ok now just leave it and if shes not home yet maybe go relax have a bath get some food a beer anythin 2 calm ur self down or even have a nap but have ur phone near so when she rings you hear it and wake up.

we were friends just a drunken night and a horny sarah lmao and also upset about my ex dumping me a week b4 (about 2 months ago now):s

grrr sex buddies shoulnt have feelings for each other :( lmao i feel soooo stupid omg lmao if this was som 1 else id b tellin em the same as u guys have told me

i had a bf hu waited 6 months too kiss me and i couldnt stop smilling and everytime he kissed me it felt great and special i felt lik i was walking on air.

he was married hes 24 im 18 its weird lol nd i dont wanna get hurt again

RRRRIIIINNNNNGGGG HHHHEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! dont let her call the shots plzzzzzz omg lol!

she might be going through wat u are lik omg i dont wanan seem needy etc etc