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Tue 07/15/08 01:33 PM
Separate Ways (Worlds Apart) by Journey


here's the lyrics....




Here we stand
Worlds apart, hearts broken in two, two, two
Sleepless nights
Losing ground
I'm reaching for you, you, you

Feelin' that it's gone
Can change your mind
If we can't go on
To survive the tide love divides

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched and went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched and went our separate ways

Troubled times
Caught between confusion and pain, pain, pain
Distant eyes
Promises we made were in vain, in vain, in vain

If you must go, I wish you love
You'll never walk alone
Take care my love
Miss you love

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched and went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched and went our separate ways

I still love you girl
I really love you girl
And if he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
No, no


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Tue 07/15/08 01:01 PM
well it's rant or try to reason with these azzholes i live with (i love my dad and stepma, but DAMN) and end up losing my voice over the chit

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Tue 07/15/08 12:49 PM
i actually have that on my myspace page.......

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Mon 07/14/08 08:04 PM

Oh my noway Sorry you're having a bad evening... relax, breathe, take a walk, cool off before you do something you wished you hadn't.

Hang in there flowerforyou flowerforyou



this happens once a week

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Mon 07/14/08 08:00 PM
Edited by Amberdee29045 on Mon 07/14/08 08:01 PM
Rather do it here than have the cops show here at the house again (thank you very much DAD)

Some of y'all know I live with my dad for now.......that's all I'm gonna say.


i am so sick and GODDAMN tired of being *****ed at for every ****ing thing that goes wrong around here, even if it ain't my damn fault. i just got *****ed out because i have major trust issues when it comes to my stepmom and dad......how the **** am i NOT supposed to have trust issues when all through my life SHE and others went through my ****ing **** and stole **** from my ass.....she must have forgotten about the time she went through my SCHOOL BOOKS and found a poem i'd written out of anger.........and when i got home she said to me (exact words) "you want a ****in war you little ***** you got one"



that was when i was 16 and yeah i still hold that ****....you dont' call your spouse's daughter a ***** because you don't like her

you don't even tell her that you wish she was never born.

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Mon 07/14/08 06:05 PM
i love needlepoint, but my eyes are too bad for it now......


but i crochet like a maniac

and still getting used to knitting

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Mon 07/14/08 03:57 PM


now my 2cents. very sick, yes very sick to be happy about the death of someone.


Maybe to You! theres a Lot of People I will Happy about when they Die.



there are THREE people whose grave i will dance on when they die........but you have to know me to know why.....lol all three should be in prison, OPEN POPULATION, and of course the other inmates be told why they're in there

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Mon 07/14/08 03:25 PM

Your feelings are your own - no one else can dictate if they're right or wrong. I think your reaction is natural and to be expected given the circumstances and while I wouldn't advocate 'celebrating' her death (there needs to be a healthy respect for life itself), give yourself permission to sort out your feelings in YOUR time, no one elses.

I would not be surprised if you find your feelings softening and changing over time - you may eventually feel sadness that she was unable to celebrate her children's happiness and felt the need to sabotage it, you may learn things about her after her death that will lead you to have compassion or empathy for her and why she behaved the way she did - while never excusing it.

(I know this was true for my family after my gmother passed away - we uncovered things about her life that we were unaware of while she was with us and it gave us new insight into her 'difficult' personality, etc. Just my 2 cents.)




well....i know a lot bout her past and i don't hold that against her...and she didn't start treating me like crap right out in the open until her son quit drinking......and she kept saying i didn't love him and that i was only after his disability check.....she did finally realize how bad she messed up things for her son when i used her phone and called my mom to come pick me up and that i was leaving Elton.

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Mon 07/14/08 03:10 PM
hmmmm

OH YEAH karen, i finally got in touch with my dearest friend from high school.....he's the one that helped me through ordeal when i was raped at age 14......and a lot of nasty rumors were started about me from that and he quelled them for me..

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Mon 07/14/08 03:08 PM
debbie, i don't mean like i'm happy that she died what was probably a terrifying death.....but she's been in pain for a long time...and i still carry a lot of the resentment from how she treated me and her own children....

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Mon 07/14/08 02:20 PM

Lima Beans! Yay!



oh yeah...and fried potatos with cheese and garlic mmmmmm


hold the cheese on the taters for me.......and make there's a hamhock in them butter beans

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Mon 07/14/08 02:18 PM
hmmm.....i just found out my ex's momma died last month.....and this is weird for me (because i'm never this way when someone dies...) but i'm actually happy.....

is this normal?

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Mon 07/14/08 02:14 PM

I will say, it was one of my better ones, even with the store-bought crust (I can't make crust sad ) flowers



you're not the only one.

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Mon 07/14/08 02:05 PM
Ok, some of y'all know a little bit about why I left my ex fiancee. A lot of it had to do with his mom. She treated me like gold to my face and stabbed me in the back when it was turned at first, but later she just treated me like crap openly.....No matter what I did it wasn't good enough in her eyes........I'm not the only one she's done this to, she broke up my ex's first marriage with her venom (actually she screwed up every one of her kids' relationships and she had four children)....

I just found out today that my ex's mom died last month. i have a lot of mixed feelings about it, happy, a little sad (just a TEENY BIT).....mostly i just hope she made her peace with god.....


Am I crazy for being happy (even just a little happy?)

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Sat 07/12/08 09:24 PM

how about pecan pie??


fresh out of the oven (of course after cooling enough not to blister your mouth....drool

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Sat 07/12/08 09:15 PM
i was in the process of switching out playlists when i posted this and my old playlist was up there (all pop songs)


now i have my classic rock up there....oh yeah

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Sat 07/12/08 09:13 PM
as long as it ain't got no coconut in it.......(allergic)

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Sat 07/12/08 09:04 PM

sometimes, especially with typed words... it's hard to get the person's tone and real meaning. It's kinda like text messages. You can usually take them the wrong way. Also, not knowing a person's personality very well can lead to misunderstandings. And of course there's the few people that just take offense to everything.



yeah what she said.....jill i still swear you're my twin......lol

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Sat 07/12/08 08:41 PM

that's what i'm here for...let's all go have a drink together...first round's on medrinker flowerforyou drinker


i'll take a sex on the beach!!!!!!pitchfork

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Sat 07/12/08 08:38 PM
seems like EVERYONE'S on edge......even out of jsh/m2.......even my SISTER is on edge (and that's just not Ida)