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Thu 07/17/08 10:10 AM
Edited by Amberdee29045 on Thu 07/17/08 10:15 AM


because the dr wrote the script wrong (i'm in a PAP.....).......and i do feel that i do more than my share.....I DO IT ALL!!!!!!


Here's a simple question if the Dr. wrote the wrong prescription and YOU know it's the wrong prescription, why not have the Dr. call your local pharmacy with the correct prescription. All done in the comforts of your fathers house.

Try being a little grateful to them, pretend living there is like a job. Speak to your father and step mom like they were your bosses and you really needed your job. winking get it. A little respect will gain you a lot. Do your chores or everything else you do, with a smile. When they call you, respond with a polite yes and a smile. You will be surprised that smiles truly are contagious. Make the best of your living situations or leave Amber. (read unsures post) life is truly not easy and sometimes we want to believe the world owes us something because of what we have gone thru, but its not true. the world doesnt owe you, if you want to make things happen, make them happen.

good luck to you

{{Unsure}} a might strong but great honest reply!








ok.....i do have one question (as per what's happened today)........

is it right for my stepmother to blame ME for they're going into bankruptcy because she went out and bought a car she knew they COULD BY NO MEANS AFFORD........


she went to a car dealership and bought a van knowing there was no way in hell they could afford it......and a month later they surrendered (after my stepmother blamed me and my father for her buying it because we weren't there to stop her from signing the papers......)......now the bank that financed the van is suing her and my dad for the balance after it was auctioned off.....and the lawyer that is representing the bank is suing for attorney fees.....

but there is something i learned in group therapy as a child, you're responsible for your own actions......

and it's not like i held a gun to her head and made her sign those papers. she's done more financial damage to my dad than my mother did (and that's saying soemthing)

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Wed 07/16/08 08:12 PM

are you happy with your bf?




not anymore

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Wed 07/16/08 08:10 PM
ok y'all......i think i've worked it out.....

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Wed 07/16/08 08:09 PM

you didnt answer.. how long have you been seeing your current bf

1 month

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Wed 07/16/08 08:09 PM

Well stop before it is too late..don't get your head wrapped in those clouds you know..limit your talk w/ him to like once a week..
And yes you have crushed on him back then, but alot can happen in 10 years..he prolly does not look the same, he is a different man than what you are used to trust me..lol
Unless you are having stink w/ your curent BF and wanted to end things, i would kinda keep those feelings in check..:tongue:



yeah, he's definitely changed lookswise.....gained over 100lbs.....but then again....the "crush" feelings could be a figment of my imagination

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Wed 07/16/08 08:06 PM
Edited by Amberdee29045 on Wed 07/16/08 08:07 PM

depends... for sure you need to take it slow if you can..
you didnt say how long youve been seeing this person.. is it serious? is it casual?
what kind of conversations are you having with your friend?



very casual....and we're just catching up on things... (and he's been calming me down trying to help me keep my cool around here...)

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Wed 07/16/08 07:58 PM
here's my thing.......i finally found my dearest friend from high school (he's helped through a LOT.......)....we haven't seen each other since 1999 and he gave his number friday and we've talked on the phone everynight since (not tonight as he's got to get up early in the morning).....grrrrrr.......i feel weird....elated, happy, we're doing just like we did back in high school....calling each other everynight talking for hours.......and i had a secret crush on him then (and he was dating a girl) and seems like those feelings are starting to come back.....and this time, I'm the one seeing someone........


what do i do?????

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Wed 07/16/08 07:37 PM
because the dr wrote the script wrong (i'm in a PAP.....).......and i do feel that i do more than my share.....I DO IT ALL!!!!!!

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Wed 07/16/08 05:33 PM
Edited by Amberdee29045 on Wed 07/16/08 05:34 PM
i am grateful that they have taken me off the streets...and i do everything for them except wipe their asses....and i give them the utmost respect.....but i'm not the only one who's suffering from a mood disorder in this house, but i am the only one taking medication for it.....i was literally on my deathbed when they took me in......and i STILL have the nightmares about the abuse my ex wreaked on me......and they use that against me.............


i just think that it's unfair that if i miss one day of medication or therapy they want to put me back in the state hospital......just aint right

and that's JMO

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Tue 07/15/08 06:29 PM
falling away from me/korn

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Tue 07/15/08 06:26 PM

i think i heard this rant from u before on another post...the only thing that is gonna help is move out..if you are paying rent to them..then you can pay rent somewhere else but without the headachesflowerforyou


slightly diff....but pretty much same **** diff day.........and yeah soon as i can i'm going back fhome to nc

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Tue 07/15/08 06:14 PM



get out and get on with your own life...they are not worth crap you are going through..



i would if i was allowed to leave the house long enough.......i have a good job and all, and i'm able to work from home...but i can't get anywhere to get the ball rolling......live 15miles from town....no cab or bus service......


just perved your profile, they have to give you permission to go out? are you unable to get your own transportation (if needed)




not so much that i have to have their permission....but i leave the house, when i get back they ask me where i been why i leave and all that $hit......and right now i'm unable to get my own transportation, seeing as i have to also get insurance and switch my license from nc to sc

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Tue 07/15/08 06:06 PM

get out and get on with your own life...they are not worth crap you are going through..



i would if i was allowed to leave the house long enough.......i have a good job and all, and i'm able to work from home...but i can't get anywhere to get the ball rolling......live 15miles from town....no cab or bus service......

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Tue 07/15/08 06:00 PM
Edited by Amberdee29045 on Tue 07/15/08 06:03 PM
you think it's right for my dad to treat me like pure $hit just because i pay rent to stay here?

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Tue 07/15/08 04:58 PM
next time i'll probably give him the finger....lmfao

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Tue 07/15/08 04:54 PM
cuz my dad was actin a butt.....(he took the full body shot)....

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Tue 07/15/08 04:52 PM
oh yeah i actually put up a full body shot.....(ohwell ).....

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Tue 07/15/08 04:48 PM
i know it looks a little rough....and Johnny5 said in the movie

Need Input.....rofl

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Tue 07/15/08 03:31 PM
nothing'll change here.....

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Tue 07/15/08 03:17 PM
I think I made up my mind.....When I can, i'm moving back home to Johnston County North Carolina.