It all started when a fourteen year old girl thought she was in love.
One thing lead to another and nine months later a baby was born into a world that he was not ready for.
As the story goes on you would think things got better but they only got worse.
About two years later the mother got scared and gave the little boy to her mother. now he lived in a place he had to fight to stay alive, had to steal to ease his hunger.
As the story goes on you would think things got better but they only got worse.
About six years later, now drugs, sex, and alcohol were just another thing.
Death lurked around every corner, but it could not ever catch the boy.
Then one day a cop stopped the boy and asked "What are you doing son."
The boy looked up and at the man and said, "Surviving the only way I know how."
The boy was taken to a placed called foster care.
As the story goes on you would think think things got better but they only got worse.
About ten years later, he had moved so many times, felt many pains, and seen many things he didn't need to see.
A little while later he got into college and things got worse.
He got into drugs and alcohol, his grades started falling and he was looking at death in the face.
Then one day he stepped back and looked at his life. He saw that he was becoming just like his mother.
He said to himself, "This is not how I want to live my life."
So he started looking for something to fill the whole in his soul.
As the days went by he found nothing that could fill the void that was missing.
Then one day a man in uniform stopped the boy and said, "Young man it looks like you need something to get you along the way."
As the conversation continued the boy was told about how he could serve his country and better his life.
The boy thought it was gold and took it all the way.
About one year later the boy fights in Iraq for what he believes and for people he does not know.
Now the boy knows what is mean to become a man.

i love it woman

because those that are not will try to be your friend but really you enemy

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It's funny how things turn out
when you think a friends a friend
until you talk about
being friend until the very end.

But its really hard to find one
that will stay with you through thick & thin
until then all the others will say, "We're done."
If you do you can say you won.

Keep your friends close
but keep those that are not closer.

Is it fear I see when I look into these eyes
or it it the hate I have buried inside
To think about what is going on in my head
A chill runs through my spine
I grab onto that fear I feel
Consuming the warmth it holds inside
You wonder if you will know the truth
the truth behind this life of mine
I will tell you now and never more
I've changed so many times before
to face the pains that challenged me
I grasp the things I was before
to accept who I am today
You wonder if you will know the truth
the truth behind this life of mine
I will tell you now and never more
I'll stay the same and change no more.

It's hard being alone
Everyday I try and I try
But all my feelings have shown
Thats why at night I cry.

I may try to hide in the shadow
But someone always finds me
I just want to stay in the shadow
I don't know why they just won't let me be.

It confuses me why everyone
wants me to come out
into the world, thats been done
I just want to find a place and shout.

For me being alone is good
when I'm alone I find peace and joy
My life is like it should
Many say that being alone can't bring joy.

Constantly I try to interact
But I'm slowly pulled away
Back into the shadows
Where i belong hidden away from the world.

The pain within is growing again
It went away for a while but now its back
Back to haunt and put me through pain again
But, now I know why, it's something I lack.

I lack the feeling of love
The pain was gone for a while
Cause I thought I was feeling love
But, I was walking instead of running a mile.

The pain is flowing through my veins like blood
Love is missing from my heart
The one and only thing that would stop the flood
The flood of pain within my heart.

Running through life looking for protection
I never knew that the one thing that would
keep me going was someone like my reflection
telling me to keep going cause she knew I could.

I had to come back because something
was pulling at my heart and I couldn't say
no, to the one who made all my pains nothing
only an angel can do that,but you found a way

I feel a connection to you, that's no lie
your love is like a small piece of heaven
our feelings together we could never say bye
in the presence of your beauty & love I think I'm in heaven.

As you lay on the bed in your sexy lingirie.
I'll caress your body, sending chills down your spine.
As you begin to move with anticipation, I will start biting your neck.
Hands searching every part of your body.
As I play with your clit I notice your all hot and wet.
I will take off your thong, while you take off your bra.
As I lay down on the bed you jump right on top of my rock hard ****, you start riding reverse cowgirl.
As you slide up and down the shaft of my ****.
I start to feel your juices flow down my hips.
I pull out and watch your expression change cause i stopped your extas.
But right as that look goes across your face, I grab you and place you on the bed doggy style.
I start to ram and **** you fiercly, I then start to prep your tight ass for my rock hard ****.
I start to spit and widen your ass ever so gently.
I keep ****ing and preping you till you say your about to climax, at that moment I'll pull out and ram my **** into your ass, making you scream and yell into the pillow.
As I continue to stroke back and forth you moan and scream with each movement with both pain and pleasure.
As we both start to feel that it is getting close for us to climax, I'll pick you up and pin you against the wall as we being to come you howl out in pleasure.
As we both fall onto the bed with the feelings of the ultimate extasy.

I enter a battle I know I cannot win
As I walk onto the battlefield I'am hit with two rounds to
the chest
As i collapse to the ground, taking in my last few breaths,
heart taking its final beat.
My life flashes before my eyes, as it all comes to an end
Death approaches to take my soul to the underworld below
As his ice cold grasp separates my soul from my body
he drags me away.
As I'm pulled further away from the lifeless shell that was my
body.
I begin to struggle to return to the bnody that belongs to me.
As we start to fight I inch closer and closer to the
lifeless corpse.
As death grip loosens, I take this opportunity to thrust myself into my body where i belong.
As my heart begins to return to a normal pace, my lungs
are filled with death and despair.
Now I walk these days of my life looking over my shoulder,
only to see death out of reach.

I lay here with this gun to my head
Wondering if this is what I want to do
But as those words cross my mind I pull the trigger
As my head sinks into the puddle of blood that is now my pillow,
I wonder if I have finally done it,
but as i process the thought that has entered my head
I open my eyes only to see the bullet in the puddle of blood
on my bed
once again
I am rejected by death.

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