Well, I tried
gave my all
Emptied my coffers on
your sunny shores
Asking only for asylum
Safety from outrageous fortune
But as predicted
You were busy elsewhere
Looking left for things
to be right
Looking up for things that
are down
Your image of yourself
The one true entertainment
Through all the madness
You can always count on you
To not be around
Not be aware
Not be concious
To simply not
BE

It is crucial that you see
Necessary for you to hear
Of the utmost importance
that you feel this
That the light truly
penetetrate
Beyond protective skin
You have made to keep you safe
from understanding the pain
For you see
It is the only way I can survive
Vicariously
Through you
My life line
Before the day is over
You will remember none of this
Retain no image of this event
No comment will pass from fingers
to keys
To the electronic light of day
We miss SO much
This too shall slip under your radar
Unnoticed in the days movement
Don't believe your eyes
They deceive you
Your ears hear only lies
In the mountains of truth
Negativity stands out
Positivity blends in
Goes unremarked on
While outside the storm grows darker
Hows the weather where you are??

make it happen
create it
Push it through
break the mold on
this one
breathe life
exhale the love
everyday its one more thing
everyday its one more sin
make it work for you
turn the pain inward
let it be your scalpel
seperating fact from fiction
sealing off ateries of untruth
from the tainted blood sure to come
crescents burned
back of the eye suns
belong in the past

I am the negative
When you step through
the black/white
the opposite of
Whatever you want me to be
Doppleganger waiting in the wings
For you to finally make
a move
Reflecting
On who you think I should
want you to be
Is free for now
But expensive in the end
I can no longer afford your apathy
Can no longer condone your hate
Will no longer live with your
Oblivion
Kill yourself somewhere else
Exist right here
Wings spread
ample room to fly
Die somewhere else
Live right here

Looking for a
Waiting for a
Needing a
Giving a
Holding up the
making a
Reading the
...at the bottom
Language
and drive
Couldn't see the
Missed the
You'll see the
Up
Ahead

Who wants this?
So many people
All determined to destroy
The others progress
Fighting each other for
Fightings sake
All reason for entanglement
Long forgotten
through the haze of
historical
perspective
Rhetorical questions of
spirituality
never answered
A deaf dumb and blind God
waits for us to come home
and remind her that she exists
at all
No messages passing between us
No understanding
Just infinite traffic jams
As far as the eye can see
and more
Highways filled with people going
nowhere fast and getting there soon
In the carpool lane to heaven
purgatory and hell
If only we could get out of this traffic
Find open road again
Unclog the arteries of
creativity and just
DRIVE..

I crawl closer in hopes
The light my only source of reference
against the blackness imposed
By lack of love
Ever onward
Through darkest fears
Emotional drainage
no purifying water of the souL
Blessed be the burning
behind my eyes
One heartbeat away from
salvation
One step away from
gone

Thank you. very much all..

The word reflect should go after necessarily.. THE EDITOR

Anything written in this dissertation
Does not nessecarily my opinion
My perspective can change

1. There absolutlely, positively, unequivocally is
no such thing as Mr. Right, Prince Charming or, God forbid, The perfect Guy..
No such animal in the fossil record thank you..
Please refer any problem with this opinion to yourself at www.misconceptions.com or maybe www.disney fairytales.com
This in no way encroaches on my beleif in magic in general..Also this works in reverse (no ms right)

2. Refer to 1...

Like this one as well.. My style indeed

Origato

Hounded
Followed
Tailed
Shadowed
Herded
Pushed
Taxed
Traded
Bought
Spent
Used
Prepared
Sliced
Diced
Programmed
Washed clean
Removed
Replaced
Interrogated
Deprivatized
Stripped
Cuffed
Humiliated
De
Humanized
Decon
structed
Consumed
Discounted
Rebated
Remanded
Retarded
No
Relief
Respect
Recreation
Return
Recompense
Relearn
Retaliate
Reform
Reinvent
Realize
Reinstate
YOU>>

Nice Terry.. WILL

No but I have made some quiet riots

Very Good.. We seem to be writing with the same pallet of colors my friend.. WILL

I held the rock in my hand
It felt solid(for now)
and so did I
But that would change
The inevitable backward/forward?
Slide toward entropy
Grasping my soul once again
The touch of an old friend
Who having spent too much
Time in the ice and snow
Just needed to feel the warmth
Again
All thoughts erode
All hearts slow down
The impericle evidence is everywhere
Yet some how I doubted the findings
Is that faith?
Or false hope?
The human race runs on false hope
Our bread and butter
Keeping us alive
We are sucessful above all
Because we can lie
To our selves
About anything
Eroding even the truth
But then again even the truth
Is eroding these days
More falsehood that fact these days
Still Hope prevails
Small pockets of resistance
Growing like tubeworms
At the bottom of the ocean
Away from the light of erosional
Lies
Erosional Beliefs
Beliefs are worse than lies
You can change a lie if it doesn't work
Hard to change a religion
Is changing a mind just a simple
Chemical form of erosion?
What about changin a life?

Drawing dark
Shades of grey
Seperate us
Again
Blessed pain reminds me
You were here
Now gone
Is the meaning of
The rhyme and the reason
No pentameter
Of any good measure
Could encompass
The vast distance from your
Heart to mine
From livin' to dyin'
From grape tp wine
Dribbled from the ever
Mute lips of GOD
Capitalize from your mistakes
Grow rich from the fruits
Of sweet failure

Awesome>