quit hoggin all the attention lol

Hey dude, I dated this girl once for about 8 yrs, was engaged to her for 3 of those yrs. We got married and were married 4 yrs and had 2 wonderful sons together! The whole time, I thought it was true love; but when she had an affair and threw it all away for a life of partying and popularity, I realized she never truly loved me. I should have known it would have happened from our dating relationship, but "I never wanted to let go!" I think to myself sometimes, maybe if I would have, I would have had my sons with someone else, and that someone else would have never gave them or even myself up!

Sometimes, holding on isn't the best answer to our problems. Sometimes, it just causes a bigger mess down the road!

I gotta get some sleep....the next few hours will be living hell for me, but they're coming no matter what.

Gnite all, take care, and if you can spare it, send a prayer my way for a broken man.

Peace.

Anytime Mike truly... And Maud has good advice and he's right you can get another girl in a hot minute... Don't let someone mistreat or disrespect you...

I'm going to try and make it through the rest of the week, find some way to keep her off my mind... I just hate thinking about it...

Honey DO NOT push life quicker than it should go... Believe me one day you wake up and you're my age and you look back thinking "My God I should have done things differently".. i.e being in a rush to be married/loved, have kids, etc.. there is sooooooooooo much life to live before all that. once you get the other having fun, traveling, etc. ends.. I tell my sons.. LIVE then get married and have kids b/c then at least you've done things, once you have kids, you owe your world to them it's about them not you anymore....

Awwww Maud I just love your filandering/mormon ways...

I've gotten so many mixed signals, I honestly think she's Bi-Polar because when I tell her "you said this" she gets mad and says "no I didn't", either she's lying or really forgetting what she says.

She said she wants to be alone for the next few days, and won't talk to me. I'm starting to look at our relationship and everything I've done I've given my best. I just started a company with her in mind first, to be able to see her more, but it seems I'm just not important to her even though I can't stop thinking about her 24/7.

Mike, Maudred is young but wise.. I like this smart a$$.... He is so right though.. After 2 mos sweetie it's not "true or real" love.. It's infatuation.. You will be over it in a month... I don't mean to burst your bubble but I have a lot of years on you and I've finally learned the difference... Just move on, sounds like drama and head games and you don't need that.. No offense but men are so easy soured that if you can avoid it you should...

hi all ....erm mike this mite be hard but back off from her and leave her to it, move on hun shes going to mess with your head and when you do meet a nice girl its going hard to to trust her...some people arnt worth the effort and sorry to say this she sounds like one of them

awwww Engraven I luv you too baby...

Next Monday would be our 2month together, but she's my first love and we've moved fast the past 2 months but we both agreed moving fast was fine, and it was, but apparently she is just too rough. She said she wanted me to tell her things about me more, so I told her how I was feeling tonight and she just said "that's not my problem, that's your fault" -- man first loves hurt...

She's been talking with her ex-bf saying "I want to be around you more" and talking about starting things up with him again. She's always been a rough person, but I've always treated her like a queen and been there for her. No matter what good I do, all she see's is the bad...

get the F outta here.. you know better...


Mike I'm sorry to hear that... If she is doing that to you maybe you should step back for a while and make her realize what she's losing... How long were you dating? Did you meet her online?

Not to bring the topic down, but since you asked, yeah I got something, Love and possible Loss.

I found in a not-so-subtle way that my girl might be cheating on me and she's making excuses and turning everything against me. She's managed to make me feel bad for wanting to be with her more, not sure how that happened.

I've been so f'd up all night, feels like the time I had food poisoning.

ps: she's my first love

(((((jen)))))) thank you sweetie.. needed you when some ignorant 18 yr old called my pics fake.. but you know me I nipped that babies bud.. .

What happened this week other than the other thing...