How sweet could it be
for all we ever wanted to become a reality
for the dreams we tried to catch
becoming in arms reach
for the lessons we have learned
we become able to teach
for a girl wit a broken heart
to find the man she always tried to seek
As easy as that might seem
for her its not easy to achieve
cause on one hand she tries to decide
what is it she really needs
do she really want to do deeds
that leave folks in awe
acting like dope-fiend
hopes seen
but never in her heart will they be
or open up to someone who
is far from make believe
where now she cant be free
no more thinking of me
or be stay kept in the back pocket of someone
else's jeans
where no one can hear her screams
save her from those things
that shes accustomed to
which lead her life downstream
never giving her a chance
to do simple reasoning's about things to her
that's extreme
like knowing the fact that someone out there
can treat her like a queen
or to even believe in her self
to know she is a queen among all other things
****ed up is
what she is
lost is where she was heading
so now she trying to go in a new direction
where there are mental erections
wit inspections
and less infatuations
where hers become love
but his can lead to devastation
but wit hesitation
and some limitations
on her newly found and old situations
Because she knows what works for her
and that is by keeping GOD in the equation

Just beautiful! bought tears to my eyes!BEAUTIFUL!

Hey Bear You know what there are people out there women that will accept you for what you do and appreciate what you do so hope is there. Just do what you do as long as you are a good person a person that is right with what you do will be there one day. Personally I love truck drivers cause grant it they are not there all the time but you know that is their job and you love someone you respect what they do and not try to change it. Sometimes that space between people is good and for others it is bad, so everything work out cause I know there are many others like me. Take care

and i really love "a wish for love, circle of life" just beautiful. I love them all tho. 2 thumbs up to your creativity! beautiful.

:) :)

Life has you going in circles
at a rotation of 360 degrees
It's a cycle.
With recycled feelings and fears
very constant.
While through the years
you go for change.
Garbage cans seems not to hold all the blame.
A game,
played the same
over an over again.
Yesterday you saw the clock
Today you see it tick and tock
never knowing when it will stop.
Subject yourself to the new
Don't knock things until you know for sure
and sooner or later there will be an open door.
A straight and unpredictable
where the circle can't turn no more.

Beautiful

When I look around
I see beautiful people in all aspects
Beauty that’s not just skin deep
All of us have a connection
But you’ll only know it
If you open your eyes to see
Behind all the lines that makes us different
With clear mind to know all aren’t enemies
I see beautiful people beautiful people just like me
If united we stand
Divided we fall
But we don’t have to go thru it all
The things in the past
We can make a new start
With what’s in our hearts
Beautiful people
Beautiful people
Beautiful people
Let it show

Thank You.

I enjoyed your poems thanks!

and i just read the forum_ "please read before posting!" just ta let all readers know, this is not posted for pity or anything like that. It was just a poem of the top of my head that once I started typing it that is what just came out. Ok then have fun and a good day. Thank you!
shay77

Freedom in shared space
when you are not here
here begins the chase
when you are around
here ends the race
Not a good place
to be in
when I could never win
cause to be or not to be
is with him
I need my freedom
I need to stretch my arms out
and be happy when I do see him
not see him and want to leave him
cause I feel as if I need to
breath again
Shared space
need to make room in a haste
he is beyond my taste
I need my freedom
not share my space
that causes distaste
but this might have been my fate
How do I get freedom in shared space?

that makes sense Open. It really does. Thanks!

I mean I have someone that I guess some1 who was really looking for him would feel like a queen, but juggling being a mother a woman and friend is just too much for me i feel. I feel like I am selfish in many ways but I am a mother first at all times and I like that life. Incorporating someone else in the picture is hard for me. I even have it that I just sent him on his way yesterday and he was willing to stay cause when he is gone I miss him but when he is here I dont want him here for long. I am so confused on what i want. I just been through it and think people have these motives that doesnt fit in my equation and rather not bother with it. I hope I am not going to end up as a miserable old woman dam near witch cause man this is crazy!

Funny thing, when i was not looking it found me. I wanted it after I got it but now I do not even want it no more. Man I just want a peace of mind. When you have been alone for a while it gets lonely. But man I will take the loneliness back for my freedom. Does that make any sense?