theses pics came on my pc as back grounds and thanks to everyone

love your 'mean people suck !' pic

thanks PATSFAN really am glad i posed here its helped me to realize that this is not something i can do on my own or with out a professionals help


this has lifted a weight off me but i still feel lost confused and think therapy must be the next step for me.

thanks every one really

when i close my eyes ..........Kenny Chesney

i think of this all the time, one man did go to jail a few years later for molestation and rape on a young boy but its not that i did not try to stop this but i was a child and the ones who should have been there were the ones molesting me this man was out of jail just 3 months after and now i see him and i get so scared there are days were i wish canada would deal with things the way they do in the USA but things are different here and we cant change this so you are entitled to your feelings and me to mine

think about it really what is you gut feeling then deiced what to do

Queene123 has a good point what about a daughter its the same if a guy is gay or girl is lesbian right??????????????????

thats so true
i dont know what to say being my childhood was not good wow hope you find what helps you past this.

thanks really this was hard for me but i had to do some thing and i did not know what. I guess had i been stronger or had more knowledge when my parents did not listen i should have go to the police or school guidance councilor he11 kids help phone but i did not know thought if my mom of all people don't believe me than know one ever will.

when i think of this i keep going back to the 'IF I HAD' or 'I did this so its my fault"

people keep saying its not my fault but i for some reason feel it is

thank you i went to this link did the quiz and now think i well talk to my doctor and see were to go from there. seem i could have a problem.

i just went through a brake up and now i am drinking on weekends and any time i have child care. could this be a start to being an alcoholic?????

or could this be that i am young and never had a chance to go to bars cause i was pregnant and with men that dont drink that rather do drugs

hottie

i know its hard but it well get better

thanks every one i well do this as soon as i can this is so hard to deal with on my one.

thanks and i am thinking about the therapy. and have thought about moving too

thanks all

so when i was younger my mom sent me to stay with a family member while she traveled with my stepfather in his transport truck. i was 14 to 17 years old this family member molested me over and over again and its bothering me still to this day. and i am 24 now with 2 kids of my own and i have dated men that do the same to me hurt me. i stayed for 2-4 weeks each time with this family member and now i have a hard time to even go near him. i told my mom about this but they thought because i had a boyfriend it was just to get them to let me stay with him while they were away.

i have been sexually abused since i was a chiled the first time i was 6yrs old and my mom tryed to have the man charged but the police would not because the man was mentally sick.

then it happened again when i was 12 by someone i dont even know and again at 13 i was raped by a 16 yr old that i was dating i guess but to me it was just friends at 13 i was still a child.


okay so i have told you about me not sure why but i guess i needed to vent about it.
why went you been abused do you attract the abusive people

i dont know were to go from here i do not to therapy but have thought about it.

i am new to mingle. confused about everything in my life right now and hope to meet some great people