nothing is wrong writing your thoughts down
for my daughter used to write awesome poetry
when things were bothering her
she now 31yrs old with 4kids and she doesnt
have time to write

you can look at my profile
where some of her poems are
listed there

well put it this way

for one example
there used to be
a tv show yrs ago
called sister sam

she was killed
by her stalker

and how he got her address
belive it or not back then
you were able to pay for info
at the post office to get a address

i was trying to locate my daughter dad
i kinda knew where he lived but i paid
a few dollars for i wanted my daughter
to see him.. this was about 29yrs ago
that i did this

the tv star from
sister sam if i recall right
was killed around 10yrs ago
it could be longer


that is why.
that info no matter what
is not available from
the post office anymore

that star was killed for
a $5 search for a dang address
that shouldnt had been given out




here is that info
on her and the stalker
she was actually from oregon


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rebecca_Schaeffer

my older sister
was born on fathers day

58yrs ago

prayers for Nebraska

there having major tornadoes
that have gotten hit
one town called pilger
that town is wiped out

embrace your life
as to take a stand
be proud with dignity
and stand firm
and say yes i can
as i walk the journey
as i pick my self up
there is a reason
of the love of glory
all around
as i speak through the eyes
of others
there is a reason
that our lives are
in need to be controlled
as to find the happiness
that one seeks instead
of hiding in a shell
as the damage
of the healing is no longer
as we have stomped
out that ground
happiness shall
be forever

do not pity me
for i am alone
do not pity me
for im a single parent
for many in this world
are..
for i am strong
im a single parent
by choice
i can be a father, mother
and friend all in one
and vis a versa
i can say a father
that has been semi around
but choose not to be around
there children
i can say there losers
among the rest of
the dead beat dads
fathers day should be
for fathers that have stood
up to plate even if they
were not there children
as those men
i can say truly deserve
a gold metal
of the year
for they took place
in life to fill the right
needs in a childs eye
instead of not leaving
them out in the cold
im sure you would agree
a father can be anyone
but thinking there man hood
is worth more
they are wrong... shows there
insecurity but proud of hitting
the hay.
a father is one where
they would spend sleepless nits
when there child was sick
rocking and holding them
reading a story
and turn around with no sleep
with work they go
spending quality time camping, fishing
and so forth
thats a father.
for a father that is only around for his
convience .. shows to be a down
right looser.

having a positive mind
will bring you more faith
yet to come
as things will become better
with all the positive grounds
you tend to walk on
as your mind of thinking
can be gratefully rewarded
with all the flowers around
brings out the beauty
within the heart
of the living soul

im a drunk dino
which my life
has turned
upside down
as i wish to see my life
as a better way
as being drunk
is not what i wish
upon anyone to see
living on the streets
begging for food
or just asking for money
for one last drink
thats not a true way of life
im sure you know
i stink like high heaven
for the smell of being
a dang alcoholic dino
time to change
and make my meaning
of true dreams to come
true
now its time for me
to get off this dang floor
so i can pee and say no more

now this is interesting



What is the wolf spirit animal meaning?

In the spirit animal kingdom, the wolf symbolizes:

Sharp intelligence, deep connection with instincts
Appetite for freedom
Expression of strong instincts
Feeling threatened, lack of trust in someone or in yourself



Positive symbolism of the wolf spirit animal

Positive meanings emphasize a deep connection with your intuition and instincts. On the negative side, the wolf could represent a perceived threat or a lack of trust in someone or your own feelings or actions. This spirit animal also reflects sharp intelligence in dealing with important matters.
Wolf spirit and connection with instincts

When you have the wolf as a spirit animal, it could be an expression of your sharp intelligence and strong instincts. The wolf symbolizes a strong connection with instincts and when it appears as a animal spirit guide, it could point to a way of perceiving and understanding the world around you that works similarly.

Whether the wolf appears in physical form or in a dream or meditation, it may reveal that you’re using your instincts and intuition to grasp a situation well. The fact that your wolf animal spirit guide shows up could also be a call to use this capacity to deal with a recent challenge you’ve experienced in your life.

If the presence of the wolf feels threatening, pay attention to how your instinctual nature and raw emotions can jeopardize your balance or the balance of people around you. Your power animal may appear in such light to warn you about devouring instincts of those belonging somebody around you.
The wolf: A power animal symbolic of freedom

Wolf power or spirit animals point to an appetite for freedom and living life powerfully, guided by instincts. When a wolf manifests its presence as a guide in your life, it could be a call to live your life more freely, to bring the intensity of passion in your everyday endeavors.

Wolves are wild animals that are not easily domesticated and when they appear as spirit guides, they could be an invitation to look at what supports your authentic self and the true expression of yourself.

The wolf totem is a reminder to keep your spirit alive and trust your instincts to find the way that will best suit you.
The dark side of the wolf spirit animal
The dark side of the wolf totem: Sensitivity about feelings of threat

A wolf totem animal can represent a perceived threat or feeling you are being threatened. The presence of this spirit animal could be a reminder of an event, situation or a person you feel threatened by.

The wolf could reflect something that may have a “predatory” feel to it and instill a feeling of vulnerability that is not reassuring. Encountering your spirit animal in such a way invites you to look at who or what in your life is having such an influence.

Perhaps your spirit animal is warning you about challenges with personal boundaries: You may feel you have exposed yourself too much with someone or in a certain situation and need to pull back or strengthen emotional or physical boundaries with that person or in the context of that experience. The wolf as a spirit animal could also remind you that you’re facing stiff competition at work or that the behavior of people around may feel like you have to deal with a “pack of wolves”.
The wolf as representation being guided or misguided by instincts

Since a common meaning for the wolf spirit animal emphasizes the role of instincts, having this animal as a guide or totem could point to your relationship with how you live your life, and more specifically how you trust or mistrust your instincts and intuitive guidance.

Check whether you feel threatened by your own instincts and feelings. The presence of your wolf power animal could reflect your inner emotional landscape and bring to your awareness your own feelings about a matter that is highly emotionally charged.
Dream interpretation of the wolf spirit animal

The dream meanings associated with the wolf point to powerful instincts or habits that could be experienced as aggressive or dominating by others. Wolves in dreams convey the energetic imprint of strong sexual energy or addictive behaviors of different kinds that would benefit from being kept in check.

If a woman dreams of a wolf in a nightmare or anxious dream, she may be getting in touch with anxiety relating to a male partner who may be pushing his sexual desires very strongly or pushing her boundaries. The intensity of the relationship can cause fear and be experienced as a threat that the wolf symbolizes in the dream.

If the dream has a positive tone or outcome, the wolf could be interpreted as a guiding symbol for trusting your instincts more or expressing them in a more balanced manner. If you have such a dream, ask yourself if you feel at ease and supported by your instincts, especially your sexuality or a partner’s sexual expression, or other types of “cravings” in your life.
Further connect with your wolf spirit animal

Here are a few questions to uncover the meaning of the wolf as a spirit animal:

Do you need time for yourself to reconnect with your true, deep passions in life?
Do you need to find more isolation to “collect” yourself and reconnect to your personal, spiritual quest?
Do you need time or help in distinguishing what is true and authentic from lies and deceit in communications with someone? Within yourself?
Like the wolf that howls, do you need to let some of the tension out and express yourself loud and clear in your circle of close relationships?

Next Step: Share your experience about your wolf power or spirit animal!

Post your ideas and comments about the wolf spirit animal by using the submission form below. Other people passionate about animal totems can give their comments too.

well first of all
what you wrote
as your profession
was STD= sexually transmitted disease

that would be pretty much
a turn off

VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

were all special


welcome to the
family of mingle2
and join in the
and the and have a

the glitter of the lavender
sky
makes a beauty of a meaning
from the angels above
as singing there tunes
so loud.
as raising your heart
and soul
to the highest of them
all. gives you the opening
of the door to a new channel
yet to come
as the clouds pour
down of heavens tears
it brings back the life you
have stood for and feeling
once again whole
for feeling the pain of others
should bring no harm
as you look in the sky
as the rainbow
has the brightness
of colors
it gives more
of a meaning
that is yet to come

the beauty
of the golden wings
as the beauty
of the eagle flys
with such grace
as where she stands
high with pride
a beauty that she is
lurking to seek
the cool breeze of
what may lye ahead
as the golden eagles
wings are not only
a precious thing
but a guide that has
entered each ones
heart and soul
as the grace of the
eagle shows
the freedom
american we stand

this one is outstanding

Oregon
Salem

and to let you know
there has been many
on mingle that have
gotten married
or engaged so
yes this site can work







welcome to the family of mingle 2 (formally just say hi)
and join in the the and have a

this on is so outstanding

i dont see it as cheating
for you dont know that person
and your not touching them
i dont see it as really a problem


but i had a old bf
he pisted me off
as i was at work
and i came home
i turned my messenger on
and this lady pops up
as to find out
the dang old bf
was using my screen name
and passing
him self off as being a girl
as well of being me

he was playing by saying
he was a bi

i ***** him out
not to ever use my
screen name again


but there was one time before
i met him
he found a website on accedent
for he was typing in hotmail
and he misspelled the word
and wrote out hoymail
and it turned out to be a bi sex chat room
he passed him self off as a girl
there and everyone belived him

when the water
floats down stream
your mind tend to wonder
what is at the end or ahead
for you look at the sky
to see the opening of the narrow
passage that is about
to begun
as the wings from the eagle
soars through the sky
you hear the music so loud
as so dear as the eagle
is sending a message
through the sounds
of the winds
dont fright
for the shadows
of your dreams
are coming to light
open your spirit
as well as your soul
and sing the site
of freedom
that has come your way
as the rain pours the tears
shower down,, where its the wording
of heaven loved ones crying quietly
trying to guide and give peace
to help open for your new found journey