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when i was younger
there was a family
that i lived with that
had 2 kids
and when she was talking
to my mom and me one day
she was telling us about her son
which i did not know untill then
but her husband was not her son father
she met him when she was already pg
and some how he had already
knew everything about her
he took on that roll model
and responsabilty of raising
Ben... and Ben is now in his early 30s


i also went to high school
with this one girl
and later on she had a child
while she was pg with her 2nd child
she met her husband
he took on that respnsabilty
and raised those 2 as his own


also there was a guy
that i met yrs ago
that was married
but when i met him
he was already divorced
his ex had 3 kids
he took on that responsabilty
where he even gave
her child support

welcome to the family of mingle2
and join in the and the
and have a

as i lay awake
dreaming of the
paths of the new
journey
that i shall take
as i look around
the glimpse of
the world so loud
but quiet as can be
for im walking the world
of the culture
i dearly love
as a dream
can become
a reality
but in modern
words of right
mistakes
for i have crossed
the mountains
of the fallen leaves
from the meadows above
as i sing out loud
without a fight
learning a language
that has such beauty
that will always be in
my heart

welcome to the family of mingle2
and join in the and the and
have a

a old bf of mine
from over 20yrs ago
called
which i talk to him
every now and then

his brother has been
sick for quit awhile
for he was in the hospitol
3weeks ago

and i was just imform
that his brother
has liver, kidney cancer
and there giving him 2months
to live
i ask him did you tell Able
who is his older brother
and he said no.. he wasent
going to tell him
when i got off
the phone i called his older brother
for yes he did have every right
to know of his brother condition


please send prayers
thank you

i have dated several men
when my kids were little
and that never
interfered with
my relationship
with the guy
i was with
nor with my kids

now if the guy
told me to choose
he would be out that door

my family comes first
before any freakn man


so are you against woman
that have had children
out of wedlock


geeze

this

as i stand on the ground
and search what shall be
finding ways to beat the odds
as everything that we know
is a challenge
for we have recovered
from many health issue
as thinking we can pack
the combat and not
have to worry
but that i shall say
is one heavy combat
we should
not fear
for we have been called
to duty in a different
sort of way,
as we have survived
on a kidney machine
for that. each one
of us deserves
a metal
im sure you
would agree
to think about it
there is no freedom
but yet
we have fought the
best we knew how

a new chapter
shall ring
through a
new journey
as finding
not only
myself
but as well
my soul
as i stay strong
and enter that door
with new hope
as im alive
for im a fighter
strong at that
enter the doorway
and be positive
for the past is then
this is now
living and breathing
as becoming
as one

random dialing

i used to work
for a telemarketing
yrs ago
and thats how
they can get your phone number

welcome to the family of mingle2
and join in the and the
and have a

adding on
to your poem



as i capture
the pain
for i wish
not to gain
i capture
the beauty
of my inner soul
as i know
i need to be
free
as i sing those
songs
belive me
im very much in
tune with my heart
as i shall not grieve
but yet to remember
the memories
that have given
through out life

as many people
are weak
by all means
as there weak
for how they had
been taught
as going down the
wrongful path
as we know one has
to be strong
but showing
the sorrow side
to get attention
can and is so very wrong
as each one of us that
we often know
have no energy
but then others
can over power
others with
more pride
and confidence
for those are
fighters among
words
for they often tend
to push harder to accomplish
what there seeking
as the others that we know
keep ending up on the streets
or jail for not learning a lesson
more than one time
or another
as you have to push yourself
to belive your winner
at either end
for many tend not to wish
for anyone to see them fall
for a struggle of life
is a lesson we all tend to risk
and take
im a survivor
im not about to cry
as im strong as you
shall know

out in the country
singing my tune
as finding my soul
but yet lost
in my very own
as i capture
the pain by singing
the blues
gives me strenght
that i have grown
as im not weak
for i have to
be strong
as i lay and watch
the clouds fly by
it gives me memories
from long ago
sweet ones at that
as i count my dreams
from the nite before
i count my life
as a re-peating stone
i may be small in such
a degree but im tall
with pride not pouting
on the floor
for im not a fool
for i shall speak
from the high spirits
above and be strong
where ever i shall be

feeling miserable
shall not be
as feeling alone
and knowing
love can be so blind
but one tends to
be weak
to not seek what
has been ahead
open your eyes
as you will see
the defeat
as one promises
to stand by one side
a promise that has never
been kept
as we all learn of
mistakes as well
a risk to take feeling
and believing
there is a purpose
on this earth
as you have strength
to leave for a lier will
always be a cheater
hold your guard
and stay proud
of who you are