the only 2 guys that i know
that does arts and crafts is my son
and and my grandson

my son is 30yrs
my grandson is 20
and he does tattoos

yes i know
its not easy
especially
when there
are tech you
love to see each time
and they transfer somewhere else

i have been on dialyis
for almost 12yrs

when
i open the door
to the zoo
it reminds me
to roar like a tiger
or even a lion for
putting up with
the craziness
that occurs
all around
you shake your head
when things go wrong
where you end up
spending your time
with people
that make you laugh
out loud
for you never
know life
can be short
for your living
on a kidney machine
it makes you wonder
what will come next

he passed away

http://variety.com/2017/music/news/david-cassidy-hospitalized-organ-failure-partridge-family-1202618305/


david cassidy
is listed in cridical condition
organ failure

i have to say
that i dont really have one
but when we lived
in klamath falls oregon
when i was little
i got out of school
for i was sick
it turned out
that i had the chicken pox
my best friend came over and of course
she got them
and the neighbor
untill it went around
6blocks
lol


well here is a memory
when i was in 4th grade
i grew pumpkins
and sold them
around the neighborhood

my daughter dad
was half blind
but the state
declard him to be legally blind
i never had a problem with that

we just had our issue and i walk away

there was a guy i was with for a few months
it turned out that i went to high school
with his younger sister...LOL

he was a sweet heart, i only wish i
knew him way before
he was in a semi truck accedent where it left him
disable
i didnt have a problem
with that
the problem i had was
he couldnt emotionally support himself
nor me
i still talk to him every so often
and his older sister

its kinda funny
his daughter used to work
where my mom worked and she knew her

im also disabled
and i have been on kidney dialyis
now 11yre
it bothers me when people
including men say im sorry
dont be sorry and dont pity me
im just like anyone else
a human with a heart

i had a heart valve replacement
11yrs ago
as to find out it was a birthdefect
that doesnt show up
untill your early 40s
7 days after i had my surgery
they put in a pacemaker

and then i learned at the
same time i also have another
birhdefect called
lawerence beild moon syndrome
where it effects each person
in a differnt way
but it does cause issue with the kidneys

i have been in and out of the hospital
sense april of this year
i was diagnosed with c-deff in september
again in april along with mrsa

how did i get that... who knows
but any how i have more health issue

i had water intention
in my stomach
sense april
and nothing was done untill the
other day.. they estracted 4/2litters which was
10lbs of water... crazy

so now i have to get appt with the vascular doc
to get my dialyis arm fixed
and a tooth needs to be pulled
before i have two important surgies
i have a infection in my heart valve and my pacemaker

and yes im staying positive

if a man cant accept you for who you
are then thats there problem

i got more news
i had 8 dang referals
which i only needed one
to see the dang surgion
and im seeing him tomorrow

i also have water intention
in my stomach
which is the cause
of my lack of balance

and upon that
my dialyis arm at the top
is narrowing
so they want to fix that

and then i found out
i have serous of the liver
but no mass
sometimes you can get this
if you have kidney issues

and yes im still thinking POSITIVE

join in the the and have a

EXACTLYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

a advance directive pamphlet
meaning the form of a will
that the hospitol gives out
as well the dialyis units

i have one

i was in the hospitol
back in September with a bactral infection
call c deff

in april 2017
i had it again

i was in the hospitol
towards the last part of june 2017
with the c deff
as well was diagnosed with mrsa

i had a heart valve replacement
11yrs ago which was a birthdefect
that doesnt show up
untill your early 40s


the doc was asking about
my last will and such and ask
if anything happen do i want them
to do cpr.. i told them yes
geeze the way he was talking
was like i was going to die now

the moon is above my head
as the universe often changes
direction, where it often
can give each one the
a warm glow, and let the earth
beneath my feet feel the beauty
of the sand dust wisk away
holding secrets to much divine
and crazy stories that often seem
come within
when you look in the skies
of the flaming red, its the beauty
of the sunset going down
not the flares of fires
one might think
for the universe is opening
a new chapter in ones life
not to make one empty
but to make one a new you
and open ones soul to keep

my life is no where complete
but i give you
hope and love
to believe of who
you are and not allow
others walk over me or
anyone around
for we all have faults
but i can guide
you to the right direction
with respect, love
and a friendship
that would last a lifetime
and even share our deepest
moments
when our hearts have been broken
as we all can say a simple word
never give up on yourself
for you or me or anyone else
that has a challenge
that can be wiped away
and listen to those simple
beauty of words
the song of whispering wings
gives you the hope
to live on and fight go
where you belong

thats right
jimmy snuka superfly
has died
doesnt actually state
from what
but it said that
he had been
on hospic sense December
so i would think
he had possible cancer
he was 73yrs old

R.I.P

hey
just thought
i would jump in
and say hello
its been awhile
sense i posted

i remember when i was
in grade school
my lunch was 5cents

lol




now look at the prices

welcome to the family of mingle 2
and join in the and the and have a

i dont understand
why a disability
such as blindness
would get in the way
we all have some form
of disability and were
all human

my daughter dad is half blind
that never bothered me

i have a learning disability
but im also
a dialyis patient
and many dont know
or want to deal with someone
with my health issue
that there loss
they dont know that
i can have a heart of gold