you can fall
hard
and not see
the direct light
when someone
enters your path
and keep trying
over and over
as you can read
there lines
and knowing
there trying
to scam
which is not
to be
as each one of us
have a bright mind
not to be used
or abused
we tend to take risks
but thats always
a chance
one must take

the beauty
of the soul
of the 2 animal totems

and the beauty of
harley

i didnt

i had skype
one time before
in the past
i had no one
on my friends list
and someone tried
to talk to me
had no clu
who that person
was or even how
they found me

i wont use it

the world at times
can be a personal touch
as you search through
high and low
you see a twinkle in the sky
as the twinkle is a wink
from a loved one so far high
in the heavens
as there is magic so sound
and alive but yet pain of silence
but memories
of the personal touch
and a kiss on
the cheek

my heart
shines
with diamonds
as my heart
glows with
the full
of purpose
as my head shakes
all about
as our lives
can be in
a difficult
time zone
as we sing
ou loud
we harmonize
our future
in the aftermath
of tomorrow
as we walk
through of
storms that have
entered our path
with no words
that can explain
the pain

that is only
if you wish to

for you dont
have to upgrade

we we lie beneath
the stars
i wonder
can you be really true
as i feel lost in hope
but yet i truly care
for i wonder what
do you really
see in me
as i wish not
to give you
my world
untill i truly know
you gave me
the strenght
and made me feel
alive
in that casual way
i should had been
as we have shared
each ones dreams
even though it may
had been a fantasy
in ones eyes

my son is a special needs child
he also went through nde
about 6-7yrs ago

he was sick a week before xmas and a
few days after my mom took him
to the doc he was admited
in the hospitol with severe case of pneumonia
and he was rushed into icu where he went
into cardiac arreat he was in the hospitol
total of 3weeks
not only did he have pneumonia
issue with his lungs but also
his only kidney so hes also on
dialyis

when he was released from
the hospitol 3weeks later
my mom and sister told him
he scared us
he said yea i know,
i had a heart attack
we didnt tell him

but any how he told
my mom he saw my mom mom( my grandmother)
and she told him to go back and live
with your grandma
he also saw my sister neighbor grandmother
god and the light
and i ask him a yr later who else he saw
and he said the big guy
and i didnt understand who he was refering to
he was refering as the big guy
was a old bf of mine that died


alot of people
dont understand nde,
nor do they understand
pastlife or the spiritual connections
of psychics or people with disabilities

nde
is not a joking matter

i had a nde
when i was about 6-7yrs old
i didnt know how to swim
and we were at a camp area
where there was a lake
i was told not to go into
the deep end as everyone else
went back to the camp area
of course i didnt listen
and i went into the deep end
not realizing it
and all i could and still see
is bubbles
i have no clu on how
i got out
for i didnt know
how to swim
my uncle drowned at that very same lake
before i was born
so i belive he was protecting me
so yes i truly belive he is one
of my guides

you make
my heart race
as i feel so alone
i cant say i dont
love you
as you have filled
my life as much
as before
as we shared
each others
thoughts , stories
even our long life friendship
as i still feel so deep
as you being my bestfriend
and the dreams
that come through
of the unknown
when marriage comes
to mind i see it as a wishful
fantasy but yet a huge smile
that goes in style in a fashionable
way

WOW! debbie1980
havent seen you
post anything
in a long time
how are u doing

welcome to the family of mingle2
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welcome to the family of mingle2 and join
in the and the and have a

the promise
words are
wind in action
by keeping your
promise
rather than backing
away from
there positive vibes
as being strong , sensitive
and with pride
as opening that door
without a broken heart
starting off with a new bang
of old mistakes that
had come around
look around and you will
find more of a soul
within
for when i started this
truth of journey
i had no idea
where this beautiful
place would lead me
as i found the light
my ancestors wish for me
to learn more
of my ground
its hard to say
to let go
as the beauty all around
is promise land
as the deep waters that are
around, shows the channels
of love so deep
for keeping a promise
doesnt always be whole
for there is always a missing
part that often cross
each ones mind
if one plans to keep
a promise, please
be more confident
in your soul

sit underneath
the moon and watch
the beauty of the love
stand so still
as the worlds speaks upon
us in a differnt matter
of our souls
as we sing so sound
and loud
we brake the drums
in never ending land
as we show our deep affections
through each ones
heart and sit under the stars
to show who and what is
important in life
as walking through
time
we focus on non regrets
for everything
should
be the ability on love,
honor , respect
and enjoy the qualities
of the world
our home
and enjoy the mountains
and the gather
of mother earth

adding on to your poem



as a fantasy
can be a dream
and so wise
as i open the door
for a sparkle
from the sky
i sing out loud
what a beautiful
day that comes my way
as i see happiness
of goods that often share
even though we at times
can be blind to see
that love that has been
around so long
as we wish
to be more alert
and wish
to be our new
found youth
and have the joy
to keep that kiss
coming around

i added to your poem



i feel and belive
more of who you
are when were apart
as feeling a loss
or lonely unsure
of who i am
at times as feeling
empty
scared in some degree
as i may or even others
have felt its hard to belive
in there self
as you can only visualize
what is about to come ahead
as you share this world
with life and the reasons
to cry on one shoulder
is understand your own inner
self.
in order to find that opening
of your heart
as a kiss is a
passionate wish

she turned her
dreams into
royalty
with higher
dreams
that come to no end
as she lay awake
seeking out the
power and wealth
show your sleeping
whispering voice
as memories
come across
the ladder
of the golden
gate of jewels
showing life beyond
your life and control
as holding each one
that comes your way
and waking up
and wishing
there was no end
that beauty of that dream
but yet knowing
your alive with loved
ones at your side

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