I don't know if me, being me, can really appreciate this as it deserves, haha.

But : )

I understand the pressure of life, the overwhelming failures, the pain of getting excited about something, only to have something ELSE go down the drain and drag you with it.. Life is tough, life is lonely. But you can change it. Of course you can hun..

Now. What do you like to do that's really fun? Do you like video games? Bowling? Archery? Swimming? You can name ANYTHING that you like to do, like playing with kitties! Why not check out the local animal shelter? Volunteer there? Not only do you get to help lots of beautiful critters, but you WILL meet people who respect and like you for being there.

Start with something. Start with an activity or something to keep you occupied. Just one small goal that you can accomplish. Learn a language! I adore french. It's very rewarding if you lean if a tiny bit of anything.

But once you start doing that SOMETHING, it makes other things easier. So, tell all of us wonderful listeners what you like to do! And of course, where you're from. I'll help you find something!

For I Am Season


There is the sweet scent of summer
Strung in my hair
A spatter of Stars
Painted across my pail nail
Effervescent shadows line me
Trace curve and give grace
I feel season and swim time
My heart chimes with gold colored wind
My eyes crown with green wonder gone red
My summer hills I bind tight all around
To keep the sunny warmth within
Come my frosty moonlit touch
Chilly fingers of soft flesh
Hint of vanilla lost on sunrise
Find summer in me
Taste and touch blue dipped sunrise
Snow wrapped glory
I am season

Thanks :)) Perhaps I shall indeed share more.

A thousand white fires
the stars did light
a great battle scene
depicted at night

Growing blue crystals
a hum in my eyes
glitter with prow
preparing for flight

Red, I'll paint you
Dance round in glow
white sparks of light
a fire made of snow

Hands of feathers
blistered in magic
traveled in bleak streets
to swallow up defeat

From me comes sight
a spool of ladies might
I'll sit spinning
my magic, on this night.