Ah reading and writing, there is only so much you can do of that. I write everyday. Gets me no where. I end up crunching numbers or staring at a page blankly. Food has become my friend again. I hate it. I eat because im bored or because i am depressed. Ugh. These four walls are my prison. I must escape and free myself from this hell. It being back in my moms house that does this to me.

I expect nothing but hope for something more in life. I need a change a major change. I career change, a location change, anything. Just a change a shift in life itself

I know there are many others out there, im having a low day. Sorry not trying to be whiney, i know thats how i seem. I just had to release some steam. I alway feel better when i put it in writing or talk to someone. Better than me thinking of ways to off myself and then start boohooing thinking about my family and friends.

I live in a place where the closest things to me are walmart, a high school, the chicken farm, the gas station, fast food places, and the church. What am i supposed to do with that. I work at walmart, cant afford to eat anywhere other than home, too old for high school, and church is not my thing.

I hate being bored with life. What do bored people do? I stay bored. I hate not having anything to stimulate my mind. Tv is mindless and unimaginative. Music has become dull and lifeless. My friends are there yet i am lonely. My home life is tedious and degrading. My finances are crap so nothing is able to be fixed or changed and work is hohum and repeatative. I hope i get out of this slump soon. I dont think i can take much more.

I think it may be too long, and that many people wont read through it just for that reason. But I feel if it were any shorter i could not express myself the way i feel i needed to. Anyone have any suggestions or tips?

I have a low grade sony ericsson on crappy tmobile networks. I have quite a few pics on my profile, all of them are from my mobile. The only thing i cant do with my mobile is im through the website. I have the operamini web browser powered by yahoo.

I can upload from my mobile. It just all in the service and phone you have.

Marriage is not bound by religion its the ceremony which you hold to symbolize the union that is religious. Those who do not have a basic religion has the right to a ceremony by the justice of the peace. Or probate judge. And god is not the same as God. And the fact of marrying within the family. There is a religious group who does that. Polygamy supports a multiple marriage. And the most of them keep within the family. If thats what they want then ok. I havent read the bible but what about adam and eve? If they were the only man and woman God created, then does that not mean they kept in the family when procreating? If it wasnt wrong then what makes it wrong now? Idealistic views on how society should be. We as people have let government or others think for us. Most of us say we think for ourselves, but for what views? The ideals of someone else's thoughts?

I agree. Our heart fall in love. Love is not a color, nor is it a sex. Love is not a religion either. We love from our hearts not our brains.

I am pro marriage for any sex, my mom and her partner has been together for 10 years. I most certainly do not want to pass judgement on anybody. I am interested in opinions on both sides.

What is your take? Please explain your reasoning.

I have been divorced since may, so i am single and on the prowl.

I was just watching tv and a pedigree ad came on. And the dog is standing there and the voice goes my food is formulated for optimum stool production. So now not only do i poop, i poop optimally! Haha i love dogs!

That movie is so good so many good quotes. My personal favorite is between Rizzo and Kenickie.

Rizzo: What's up, Kenick?
Kenickie: One guess.
Rizzo: You got a lot to offer a girl.

Such fun sexual innuendo!

While other are watching college football, i sit here mingling and watching musicals. A hickie from kenickie should be a registered trademark.

Its never too early for halloween! I mean if they can bring christmas out before thanksgiving. I swear last year walmart started playing christmas music at 12:01am on nov 1st. The halloween items weren't even off the shelves yet!

There's a shewolf in the closet, let her out so she can breath!

If you dont let your shewolf out at least once a week she will look like this.

She's hot!

The Host is a good book if you can get past the difficult first 8 chapters.