Hi Here,
you are not the problem, but he let you think you are. Stop it. I know
the brain washing he did, but if he is doing this each time more, you
permited it. Stop him right now, and try to find someone that will see
what wonderful person you are.

Nowadays still have gentlemen, I can tell you. Look around.

Hope you find someone that will treat you with respect and love and can
tell you some poem such as:

Everything I ever needed
by Lew Duffey
I never knew how sad life was before you enter in.
I never knew how my heart yearned for a true love to begin.
Then one bright day I met you, dear and my Heart grew that day.
Because I knew I had found true love... a love that came to stay.

I love you, yes I love you. I love you more each day.
I want you and I need you and I will never cast your love away.
I love you, yes I love you.
You are everything I needed all my life.
I’m so happy you have come to me and have become my wife.

When I was young I thought that I needed no one else but me.
But once my eyes beheld you dear I realized what I could be.
My heart looked into a lifetime with someone like you who cared.
And now that I look back on life I am oh so glad I dared.

I love you, yes I love you. I love you more each day.
I want you and I need you and I will never cast your love away.
I love you, yes I love you. .
You have stayed through joy and strife.
Now I need to tell you Dear, I’m so happy you’re my wife

Now I look back upon my life. It was a roller coaster ride.
It was exciting and sometimes scary but through it all you were by my
side.
I now have memories of our love which I hope I never lose.
The best of all is the fact that those memories were all because of you.

I love you, yes I love you. I love you more each day.
I want you and I need you and I will never cast your love away.
I love you, yes I love you. I’m so happy you’re my wife.
You are everything I ever needed to help fulfill my life.

Although the world insists on telling you different believe me
glentlemen still exist.....

Take care and be happy.

Hi Luv
New Jersey is not far from Ohio.
I crossed the ocean for someone in Canada that time.
Another time someone crossed the oceam for me.
Just take care first. Check this person, send some gift by mail to check
the address. Talk a lot by phone. Be sure this person is a good one.
Tell to your friends where you will be (address, phone and the name of
person).
Ask to your friends call you as soon as you arrive there, at least for
two days...and be happy !!