Boo!

yes. love is the way. That's all we need to know. Doesn't mean it's easy though. Any kind of vision or meaning of it can be considered subjective but it doesn't make it any less real. Problems arise when people try to force thier own subjective reality on another person. Which is why there are so many divisions in religion. And then spirituality becomes political as it did when the bible was written under emperor Constantine.

I expect it's great fun trying to work it out though :)

I would call that the Holy Spirit. The thing about seeing God was not what He looked like but the way He looked and smiled at me.

That's when I realised He loves me. That's when Jesus began to heal me. I've seen him too.

I would never claim to be God! Yes He has spoken to me but wouldn't consider myself to be a prophet. But I have seen Him. And He/She/It/Alanis Morisette is beautiful. The most beautiful vision I have ever had.

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Professional help is the key, unfortunately some people resist it for thier own reasons.

Yes.

Technically the site is running fine. Is that what you meant?

You so shouldn't be.

I don't work due to disability. I still date.

soul rebel

bob marley

How was your day?

The Liquidator

Harry J Allstars.

Like a psychotic episode. Well that's what i'd call it. Since posting this people have referred to scizophrenia as a complex disorder where i would call it a complex condition. But there is an old song that goes "to see what condition my condition was in" and after 15 years of it i'm quite capable of monitering myself. I have researched my condition extensively. This is what people need to be shown how to do and the services are severly lacking. I've worked proffessionally with mental health patients since being diagnosed and it is education that is lacking. But if "they" (who are they anyway? The wizards?) don't even know what the medication does...........

That does sound a bit like joining the military actually.

what's decompensation?

Not a positive experience for you then?

We all have the free will to accept God loves us. Which is what He really wants. Then you can have all the fun of free will you want cos you then know what choices to make. That is true freedom rather than being constained by chaos. Love is freedom.

awwww a flower. Thanks. I didn't really post the original message to get into a general discussion about mental illness which i seem to have done, just wanted to know what peoples reactions to it would be in a potential realationship.