checkin in as a lost soul... just one of those days!

been there done that as well!! seven years later, two broken jaws, and
many many bruised ribs and black eyes later....anyway...
GET OUT NOW, DONT THINK THERE IS NO WHERE TO GO!! COME TO JERSEY STAY
WITH ME TILL YA GET ON YER FEET!! email me if you need to...
after everything that i had went through i now work with women AND men
who have/are being abused.. i have been on the receiving end, and i know
how scary it can be.
please please email me!!
dont stay for the kids, ( if you have them) it just makes them grow up
and continue the cycle!!

hi hi hi
welcome

Thanks seahawks!!!

welcome welcome welcome!! i know its been a bit since i have shown my
face... but wanted to say hi all...specially to devin..hi papi...LOL

hiiiiiii welcome!!! how is everyone?? havent been around for a bit..
nice segway...uh new pics are up...LOL

i agree with autumn...yes

yes i agree.. a whole other topic!

I have something to add to this topic... my thoughts on love..

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more
painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person
know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before
meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we
will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in
a relationship and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing
in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find
out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let
go. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing
with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best
conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've
got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've
been missing until it arrives.


Giving someone all your love is never assurance that they'll love you
back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their
heart. If it doesn't just be content it grew in yours. There are things
you'd love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you
would like to hear them from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it
from the one who says it from their heart. Never say good-bye if you
still want to try never give up if you still feel you can go on; never
say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go. Love comes to
those who still hope, although they've been disappointed to those who
still believe, although they've been betrayed to those who still need to
love, although they've been hurt before and to those who have the
courage and faith to build trust again. It takes only a minute to get a
crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks; they can
deceive.

Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just
want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Hope you dream
of that special someone. Dream what you want to dream go where you want
to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one
chance to do all the things you want to do. Always put yourself in
others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the
person too.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have
searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the
importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a
smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. The brightest future
will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life
until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were
born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your
life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone
around you is crying...............................................

<<-- single as they come :(

wait wait if we can make this coyote ugly.... then can i dance on the
bar?? please!!

oreo=milk

hiiiiiiiiiiiiii welcome!! kisses!!

hiiiiiiiiiiiiii welcome!! kisses!!

very nice.. hot hot... 10!!

lol very nice!!

I believe-
That we don't have to change friends if we
understand that friends change.
I believe-
That no matter how good a friend is, they're
going to hurt you every once in a
while and, you must forgive them for that.

I believe-
That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I believe-
That you can do something in an instant that
will give you heartache for life.


I believe-
That it's taking me a long time to become the
person I want to be.



I believe-
That you should always leave loved ones with

loving words. It may be the
last time you see them.

I believe-
That you can keep going long after you can't.

I believe-
That we are responsible for what we do, no
matter how we feel.


I believe-
That either you control your attitude or it
controls you.


I believe-
That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the
passion fades and there had better be
something else to take its place.

I believe-
That heroes are the people who do what has to
be done when it needs to be
done,
regardless of the consequences.


I believe-
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe-
That my best friend and I can do anything or
nothing and have the best
time!

I believe-
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will
be the ones to help you get back up.


I believe-
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the
right to be angry, but that
doesn't
give me the right to be cruel.

I believe-
That just because someone doesn't love you
the way you want them to
doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe-
That maturity has more to do with what types
of experiences you've had and
what you've learned from them and less to do
with how many birthdays
you've celebrated.


I believe-
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by
others. Sometimes you have to
learn to forgive yourself.

I believe-
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for
your
grief.

I believe-
That our background and circumstances may have
influenced who we are, but
we
are responsible for who we become.

I believe-
That just because two people argue, it doesn't
mean they don't love each
other, And just because they don't argue, it
doesn't mean they do.

I believe-
That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a
secret. It could change your
life forever.

I believe-
That two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally
different.

I believe-
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't
even
know you.

I believe-
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries
out
to you - you will find the strength to help.

I believe-
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I believe-
That the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon.

biggest life BOOM for me aside from having my two kids.. is this..
realizing and accepting that i dont need a man by my side. i have my own
life my own career... but hey your more than welcome to come along for
the ride.! this is was life changing for me because i USED to always
have a bf...took awhile for me to adjust to the "just me" scene.. now i
love it and wouldnt have it anyother way!!

best words ever to describe me...

its not so easy~loving me~is gets so complicated~all the things you
gotta be~everythings changing~but your the truth~im amazed by all your
patience~everything i put you through~and when im about to fall~somehow
your always waiting with me~your arms open to catch me~your gonna save
me from myself~my love is tainted~by your touch~well some guys have
shown me aces~but you've got that royal flush~i know its crazy
everyday~well tomorrow may be shaky~but you never turn away~and dont ask
me why im crying~cause when i start to crumble~you know how to keep me
smiling~you always save me from myself~i know its hard~but you've broken
all my walls~you've been my strength~so strong~dont ask me why i love
you~its obvious your tenderness is what i need to make me~a better woman
to myself~

christina a-- its not eazy...

Welcome welcome welcome!!!!