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Wed 03/21/07 02:38 AM
thanks joker i know your right. i am a saver... luckily. so i will be
able to do that.

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Wed 03/21/07 02:37 AM
im just worried about my mom, but she said shes moving in a year, she
wanted me to go, but my life and friends are here, i dont have real
family i was taught family are the people you make them. so i have some
REALLY great friends here. i will miss her. but i cant leave the only
thing i have ever known. she seems happy for me. so we shall see, i will
keep yall up to date trust me. my girl gave me my birthday gift and my
house keys tonight. :)

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Wed 03/21/07 02:27 AM
hahah its ok, shes not like that and im not that naive...:wink:

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Wed 03/21/07 02:25 AM
brandy12345 and buttons. they are as pretty as they are nice. which
men... you should be into ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wed 03/21/07 02:23 AM
yes :)

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Wed 03/21/07 02:18 AM
im moving into my friends apt. this april, my first move, kinda scared.
but think it will be good. my mom is sad, but happy. although im scared,
i will feel like a real adult, though when i say i live at home, people
think freeloader, yet i am the only on working. i will still pay moms
bills. and shop 4 her. but i would like the independence. it would be
nice to bring a guy home and not have to pass by mom watching tv. well,
any advice for a newbie movin out. i know get all reciepts for cash rent
payments, friend or not, im not going end up on judge judy.

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Wed 03/21/07 02:12 AM
men are usualy supposed to be visual people and get excited off that
women more hearing and emotional... yet i never turn a good porn down...
why dont you find out what she likes then rent one that matches it.
trust me, if it is she will gladly watch. women arent nuns.,,, well most
of us arent

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Wed 03/21/07 02:09 AM
well if shes outdoorsy, a state trail might be nice. why not, beautiful
scenery... maybe a nice picnic.. i mean your not packin a chainsaw right

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Wed 03/21/07 02:07 AM
my mom told me when i was a baby the youngest of 4, they went to church,
but they got mad that they didnt give 10 percent of daddys paycheck,
mommy said we gave what we could, it wasnt good enough. so they left the
church. they said god comes first then your kids, not in moms eyes. so i
wasnt raised religious, i believe in god, seen relious hypocrates, know
i am a good person, so im not worried. i just feel bad for how they
treated my mom. god never asked for money... render unto ceaser what is
ceaser right, never went to church but i know that.

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Wed 03/21/07 02:03 AM
i like older men personaly, dont know if its a daddy thing or what, but
i cant mess with a younger man... i have, but they are to clingy.

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Wed 03/21/07 02:02 AM
i dont know the answer, just like i dont know why they like to tap it on
your .... either... whats up with that... hahaha they watch to many
porns... TAP TAP

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Wed 03/21/07 01:59 AM
thank you, i wrote it one day i was really upset, in like 20 mins... my
friend hates me writing depressing things, but sometimes the bad wins...
good doesnt. im glad you liked it. ty

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Wed 03/21/07 01:56 AM
well if i get you right if not im sorry your asking if you train your
kid a certain way and they reject it, you find it hard to believe. my
mom was raised with strict relious beleifs but raised us to choose our
own faith. i think we came out ok, we knew god loved us, i believe in
jesus, just not any religon. dont think i have to. dont have to go to
church, god is everywhere. im a good person, i do the best i can. if i
misunderstood this question im sorry. but deep down we all have bad and
good in us, some of us just fight the bad better than others... but we
all go to the bad place every now and then

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Wed 03/21/07 01:51 AM
ok i can take pain, infact i tell people take it like a man, but they
laugh at me, because they know men cant, im not bashing guys just
saying, sometimes we arent the weaker sex, im not even talking about
giving birth, i had a truck lift crush my toes and didnt cry, i didnt
feel anything. i just think its how strong you are and what you been
through in life. i mean after so much pain, which most women seen,
nothing seems to hurt anymore. and god bless the young ones that cut or
hurt themselves. because there before the grace goes i, or something. is
it just me or are we all just zombies nows. mmm tv good... its just hard
to feel when you are dead inside.

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Wed 03/21/07 01:45 AM
i usually dont care what people would think and i would tell, but i am
learning. some things are private. so... more than one, but less than
enough... hehehe

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Wed 03/21/07 01:42 AM
this was my first short story thingy i put online, testing out the
waters to see if people think i didnt have the talent to be a writer
like i wanted to be. if you like it thank you if not please be nice. but
i have to learn to take critisim i guess so go for it.

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Wed 03/21/07 01:39 AM
in real life... hahah i heard he grew up down here in fl, i never saw
him... RRRRR

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Wed 03/21/07 01:37 AM
Once upon a time in a land far away there lived a young girl in the deep
and dark woods, alone. This however, had not been the case for her
earlier years. She once lived with a loving family and among caring
friends. Her life was happy and everything was good. Yet, as we all know
good things, rarely last forever, such as the case with Genevieve.


Genevieve was a good soul with a heart bigger than the size of ten
strong men. She was very innocent, and very naive. It was these traits,
while seemingly good out the outside, was the basis of her fall.

One day, like many other before them, Genevieve after finishing all of
her chores set out to play in the woods, which at that time was not as
dark as it has become. She happily skipped down the trail, looking at
all of god's wonderful creations along the way. Further down the path,
she noticed a shiny object on the ground. As she approached the curious
thing she saw that the grass around and under the orb was wilted and
dead. But that didn’t stay in her mind for long, as the light radiating
from it drew her in.

She gazed at it for what seemed to be forever, it wasn’t until she heard
her mother calling her from a distance that she snapped back into
reality. Wanting to share this most wonderful site with all she loved,
she reach out to grab it. As her hand wrapped around the orb, something
peculiar happened. The orb seemed to dissolve into her skin. Genevieve
looked at her hand and all around, not knowing where it went. Shrugging
her shoulders she headed home to tell her mother of the glorious sight.

It wasn’t until a couple of days later, when Genevieve started to fall
ill, she wasn’t the happy little girl that everyone had known. Her
temperament had drastically changed. Everyone who cared about her was
worried for her. But things had already begun to change in her house,
her father and mother began fighting, something Genevieve had never
witnessed in her life and couldn’t understand. But as they fought she
started feeling stronger inside, no longer sick. It seemed as if
something inside of her was feeding off misery of others. This scared
her, so she went to her friends to ask for help. When she told them all
she knew they ran from her claiming she was cursed and evil. Genevieve
wondered why she wasn’t crying, she just lost all the friends she ever
had. But what scared her most was the emptiness inside didn’t feel as
scary anymore, it felt normal.

As Genevieve headed home her father was standing in the door blocking
her path. She noticed her mother crying in the window as her dad
explained to her that the moment she left the air seemed to clear, there
was no tension or anger or pain. Yet when she is around things seem to
fall to pieces. Genevieve knew her dad was banishing her from her home
and just like with her friends she wondered why she couldn’t feel
anything. Then she looked down at her feet and noticed everywhere she
walked the green grass turned brown. Everything she touched or was
around died a little inside. It wasn’t until that moment she understood,
whatever that orb was feed off of her until she was dead inside, and
know was trying to feed off her loved ones. She knew she couldn’t stay
there and hurt all the people she once loved. So she turned around head
to the ground and walked off into the woods.

Noone had heard from poor Genevieve since the day she left home. But
they always knew where she was for the woods that were once sunny and
filled with life turned dark and foreboding. Yet every now and then if
you were to look on the ground outside her parents window you would
notice dead patches of earth about the size of a little girls feet.

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Wed 03/21/07 01:29 AM
im in miami sorry but nice to meet you

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Wed 03/21/07 01:28 AM
huh im kinda sleepy is he asking for a girl to do the starting thing for
his street racing....on your mark... get set... GO.