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Personal Demons
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The darkness within. You can never escape it. I am bipolar and every minute of every day is very difficult. There is no cure and it is progressive. I live this so I believe it is more difficult. But I have never experienced such horror from external sources so I can hardly comment on it. I truly understand external demons...a child being raped, a wife being beaten to a pulp by her husband, a mother losing her child. I have every bit of respect and compassion for those victims. Their pain and agony is life altering. But so is my personal battle with my affliction. It has been with me all my life and you never get use to it. But you are aware of it, accept it, deal with it. What if you just blamed the world or society for your problem....especially if it went untreated? I have accepted it and I am on medication. The meds don't work too well though and I have tried dozens. The latest meds have been the best but no bed of roses....lol. I would never blame society for my personal problems. But I do blame a society that has been brainwashed for decades about who and what bipolar people are. The stereotypes out there that are mostly false have been driven by the media and it has very much hurt my chances of meeting someone. I have my bipolar in my hands and I deal with it myself and never burden anyone with it. But potential dates run away when I tell them about it...I have been rejected on here and another site probably over 100 times. Noone seems to want to give me a chance and get to know who I am and what kind of person I am. I am a funny, nice, giving and loving person...things women want in a man. I don't have a mean bone in my body and would never hurt a soul. But one of the stereotypes is that bipolars are dangerous...not true. So I fight the good fight against the outside stereotypes and the fight inside against my personal demons. So far it has gotten me a very lonely life but I keep going....it ain't easy admitting on a public dating forum you are bipolar. But I want people to know we are nice decent people who would be a great spouse. That is why I am on the forums. |
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Topic:
MY DATE
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12 years younger and 3 years older Dude. You are a pimp!   I was 46 and she was 34 chronologically but my immaturity put us closer in age... |
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Topic:
Personal Demons
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The darkness within. You can never escape it. I am bipolar and every minute of every day is very difficult. There is no cure and it is progressive. I live this so I believe it is more difficult. But I have never experienced such horror from external sources so I can hardly comment on it.
I truly understand external demons...a child being raped, a wife being beaten to a pulp by her husband, a mother losing her child. I have every bit of respect and compassion for those victims. Their pain and agony is life altering. But so is my personal battle with my affliction. It has been with me all my life and you never get use to it. |
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Topic:
toys of your child hood..
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Matchbox cars
Lincoln Logs Mr Potato Head Cootie...lol Yatzee GI Joe Rockem Sockem Robots Wizzers Sports Illustrated baseball and football games Pachinko Legos Tinker Toys Tonka Trucks Lil Red Fire engine and Big Wheel No, I wasn't spoiled...I got the hand-me-down toys well worn out from my older siblings...lol. |
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Topic:
Fishing
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Probably do some fishing in Florida later this year.
I love to go crabbing but haven't been to Maryland this summer. |
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Topic:
MY DATE
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12 years younger and 3 years older
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Topic:
So NOT Crushing... - part 4
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without crush...
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Topic:
attraction.....
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Eyes....
...and sweetness 
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Topic:
So NOT Crushing... - part 4
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She thinks she is not crushable but she's crushing big time....she needs to go to the crush thread and admit her crush...  ...uncrushed... NOT CRUSHING LOL 
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Topic:
Pro Football!!
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well, romo is just sucking right now.... The Boys don't look too good tonight.... ...but it's only preseason.... man, i couldn't even go to the bar tonite... i will never hear the end of this, at least till week 3 anyway..lol You think Kitna should start over Romo? I bet if Romo starts slow this season, they will go to Kitna.... romo has his off days...but he is still a better bet than kitna kitna looked ok last night, but it was after houston had come down, and he just got lucky with that pass. romo is kinda like how zorn used to be... you never know if he will show up to play or not. last night, he shoulda been benched to see if that would have woke him up. They should play Romo September through November, and Kitna in December since Romo is awful in December.
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Topic:
So NOT Crushing... - part 4
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She thinks she is not crushable but she's crushing big time....she needs to go to the crush thread and admit her crush...
...uncrushed... |
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I have left the country ... 7 hour drives, 6 hour flights ... and I don't regret them... I'll still visit friends but romantically speaking ...I think my traveling days are done ... I want to be close enough to hold on a regular basis. I would leave the US for you....  
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Topic:
So NOT Crushing... - part 4
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Someone doesn't belong on this thread...and it ain't me.
No crushes... |
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Edited by
mbcasey
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Sun 08/29/10 04:47 PM
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Yes I would leave the country for someone I loved....
<----desperate.... |
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Topic:
So NOT Crushing... - part 4
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all my errands done its too hot to do anything else even to hot to have crushes so i'm having a NON crush again but i know someone who is lol Were you shopping for a crush?? No crushing going on here... NOTHING HERE had to food shop lol A very intelligent woman in another thread said YOU were crushing me.... ...nada on the crushes... |
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Has a giant tin foil ball in her living room made from Hershey's Kisses
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Topic:
lesbians
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Aren't we all? No.
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Topic:
So NOT Crushing... - part 4
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all my errands done its too hot to do anything else even to hot to have crushes so i'm having a NON crush again but i know someone who is lol Were you shopping for a crush?? No crushing going on here... |
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Topic:
Well.....
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hi doll....I don't have any puppies. Sorry...Will a ***** do. Its name is Belle.  Don't sell yourself short...you have GREAT puppies!!! 
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Topic:
lesbians
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Aren't we all?
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