If I could love again, without hurting so much inside, and feeling so empty; without crying every night before I close these eyes, without feeling my heart stop beating once in a while.

I cannot love again until this old heart has healed, and no man can mend those wounds, because only I can heal them with time; only I can heal them with my own love.

And though there are plenty of fish for me to choose from, I cannot even pick one that really fits my life at this moment, I cannot make a decision on what the future holds for me at this time...

... So I would rather be without loving a man, then to be going through every man, and leaving them stunned as to why I have left in such a rush

I am scared of being inlove, scared of moving on, scared of being hurt, scared of being loved.

I think love scares us all at some point...

Interesting write!

Sounds like most people...

awww I think we all have been there at one point.You will feel it again and move on.Try to always dream and believe,it will happen again.

Thank you for the compliments and opinions, I appreciate it!

really nice write....everyone has been there a time or more but the main thing is love your self first before you start anew once again...that is the key thing...