EXCELLENT WRITTEN
Contents of my head...
By: Teddy (Susan) 02-22-08

I started feeling crappy
just the other day.
I'm blowing my nose so much
I look like rudolph, and feel
like reindeer do-do-.
Geesh I hope I'm not getting the flu.
But then I started thinking of YOU!


I remember when ever I was sick.
You took such good care of me.
I'd get better in no time quick.
You used to sit beside me.
Lay your palm apon my forhead.
Fix me some soup and make
me stay in bed. Snuggle with me
if the need be. Never wandering far from me.
Sometimes you'd look so worried.


Funny at times like this.
I always remember you.
Memories come calling.
Like a waterfall cascade.
Vivid pictures like a parade.
Prominading through my brain.
We'd laugh and dance when it rained.
Running inside if the lighting got wicked.
Snow storms were great- cause togetherness
was our fate. Holidays were always fun-
acting like children sometimes was so
fun!


I remember when the children were
so young. Yours and mine. We'd
go to lake Michigan and have a
grand time. The kids would use you
as a raft. I'd stand there in the water
and just laugh and laugh. Such a wonderful
family we were. You'd be proud of all
of them now- thats for sure!. You would'nt
recognize them- they are adults now.
You even have four grand babies-wow!


We'd build mighty castles apon the
beach. Using sand and pebbles,
drift wood and twigs too. We'd even
throw in a schell or two. Then we'd make
a mighty moute filling it with water.
Than you'd masterly kiss my throat.
While pouring water down my back.
Then tear off running like some
clown. Never ever making me frown.


I'd chase you round the dunes.
We'd laugh and laugh. Only to
have you fain tripping so I could
catch you in the end. I'd punish you with
kisses and you'd fight me with hugs. We'd
be pulling sand out of our britches
before too long. Watching the kids
play in the waves. Sit on the beach
blanket just enjoying the day.Laughter
mixing in with the waves. Two best friends
enjoying every moment!


I remember when you got sick. I took
care of you. Only you had something
much worse than the FLU. We knew
time was running out. We just kept
sharing love. I held you in the bed.
I held your hand for you. When an
angel came for you. You walked out
of your body and took the trip home.
I pried my hands from deaths grip
and went home alone.


Today as I lay here sick. I really
thought of you. How we used to be- us two.
I came upon realization its been years
that you've been away. Still at selfish
times I wish you could of stayed.
I feel so lonely- wish someone was here
for me. To have time with you I was really
lucky. To be loved like that was a gift!
Yet loneliness cuts such a rift.


Now I sit here sick and alone. Wishing
I could find another for my own. He'd
never could replace you- thats for sure.
But darling I would like to feel LOVE once more.
I'm tierd of being lonely on these shores.
I need someone to hold me again.
Someone to love and be my friend.
I know you'd give your blessings.
I know you would aprove. For no
one should be lonely and without
this kind of love...

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(This is dedicated to my Teddybear Angel
that is watching over me... Marvin...
and to the love we once shared.
Could I be so lucky to find that kind of love
again....) the contents of my HEAD...

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