Do you ever wake up,
stare at the ceiling,
feel bottled up
this horrible feeling
of

Where the hell am I going?
to hell? to life? to naught?

And you don't ever know
like a car out of control
it's momentum grows
and downward you roll

but to where?
To your death? to fate? to hate?

Depression seeks you
while your down and confused
your friends try to help you
till they start to feel used

and you wonder,
and you wonder,
and you wonder,

where the hell have I been,
that's brought me here?
and you don't care where you're going,
anymore.

Your future has arrived....

The question is not...of where you are going...

The question is....are you ready to go?

That sounds very familliar, but I can't place it. I'm ready to go anywhere except where I am... I just need to move foreward somehow.

Nice write....I can relate to this sometimes.

I actually got it from a quote thats at the beginning of a song by Powerman 3000. Not sure if its theres or not.

I think almost anyone who's had to try and grow up can relate to this... especially college students who suddenly realize, they've no clue what they're going to do with their major.

Sure been there done that but one must never give up keep pushing forward you will find what you seek.