I put on another fake smile
Just to make it through the day
All that I am, hidden inside
I’m not brave enough to take the risk
And let the world see me.

I hate the unhappiness
I hate my life
I can’t keep this up
I’m going to break.

I put on my fake smile
And face the world.
With out a care
With out a worry
I seem to stand here
With a fake smile on my face.

I hate the unhappiness
I hate my life
I can’t keep this up
I’m going to break.


I’m going to crack
Under this pressure,
To be the perfect friend,
To be the perfect person
I can’t keep it up
I’m not a superhero.
I’m Just Human

I put on my fake smile

Take a breath
And face the world.
It’s too late
Try to save me,
I’m breaking inside.
I’m
BROKEN

Please, sweetie--close your eyes and smile-- and feel it. Funny how numbness becomes pain if held onto too long.

Been there, but if I could give you some advise, don't fake, don't hide your feelings, you have a right to them, however you decide to act upon them is something totally different.

Your true friends will understand and be by your side no matter what.

Face the world without fears, staring at it face to face, we are not superman, just human like you said. No one else can make you happy, look for your happiness within yourself

thanks for those words... I know this all...its just something i wrote a while back..i'm facing a bit of writers block and thought visting old stuff might kick something...and its pretty good if i do say so my self..

aww sweetie don't ever give up your young and beautiful and have a whole lot of life to live it may not be perfect but nothing really is just be you and believe in yourself and it will all fall in place.

Honey, sometimes we put on so much responsibilty and we carry so many burdens, that aren't ours to carry. I can relate to you deeply. I have been in that place. Try to find your inner peace. And I know that is a long journey in itself, because I took it. It's ok to say no sometimes and be a little selfish. Don't lose yourself, trying to heal others. Peace and love to you my friend. Namaste!

So you are ok then? You had me worried for a sec, but if you ever need a friend.. I will be there..

Remember first of all there is no perfect person all we can do is be the best we can be for us. We should strive on making ourselves happy first within then the others will see the love we have within.

Very true kristi..

for the most part yeah...i've learned how to say no.it hurts sometimes but its for the best... and my friends, well the real ones...know that i can only handle so much, so its all good.

Very nice. Made me take a trip into the past. The good thing about being broken is that you can be fixed.