Hi im richard im 21 mixed mexican ,italian and indian. im 6'1 and have 7 tattoos. im a reformed gangster and ichanged my life around for the better. I have my own job and own car. i have a place and take care of my self. I been single for 5 months now. Met girls and just watch them go. The ones i wanted just didnt open there eyes. well im a nice guy..romatic and loves to make the girl know that she is my focus. i let her know that she is my world and i cant stand to be alone. i had a girl and she cheated on me..she took away 2 1/2 of my life away. i was broken hearted and lost it. i must have dun something wrong. But i figure out that it was not my fault. i de3dcated my self to her and she was all i breathe. i guess it wasnt enought.

anyway.. since then well i have met sum wonderful girls......but nothing truely has happen. i want that girl that cares and wants to be with me. i want to be needed as much as i need her. i want her to answer my calls so i can tell her how much i miss her touch and kisses. i want her to bethere when i need her and i would do the same.

no one wants to be alone...its true..but its the person who is alone that doesnt want to put there gaurd down. well im putting mine and letting anyone that reads this knoe that.......im alone.

You can call me a ***** i dont give a ****..... im a real man and im not afarid to open my self and show my feelings.

thanks for ur time.

Hi Richard and welcome! Congrats on turning your life around, it's not an easy thing to do

Give yourself time, continue on the path you're on and you'll meet that special someone. Until then, though, live your life as fully as you can.

Suzanne

well said. we each have "the one" out there, the hard part is putting up with all the b****sh*t til we get there

best wishes

Welcome to YSH.. hang in there.

Sorry you're having such trouble... I can totally relate. I know that in time you will find the perfect one for you. You are young enough and have some time ahead of you, unlike me... Too be young again..

Don't ever change, you seem very sweet and like you have alot going for you. Don't ever settle or let anyone walk all over you. You deserve someone who is going to treat you as well as you treat them...

If only I was younger you're adorable...

Good Luck in your search!!

ALEXISCAP419-----DAMN !! YOUR HOTT AS HELL !!!!!

I dont know what to say... You seem nice to me. Dont worry keep looking for the right girl, that can value you and see how much effort you have done to better yourself. Dont feel bad, the same thigns happend to some of us girls. Some guys are cheaters too. So you live and learn from this and hopefully the experience can make you stonger. Just be open to your next relationship,be honest, communicate & trust each other always keepng your eyes open

Life is full of lessons and some are definately harder than others. The up side is now you have experienced this lesson and now you know more of what you can live with and what you can't live without. Be right with yourself by filling it with things that make you better and that right girl will come along when you are not looking. Just make sure to look up and see her because she will be your angel.

Truley Ladys how many of u out there want a guy like me?

well the truth is there is alot of guys like this out there but most of u dont give us the time of day.

y becuz alot of the phonys played this out and made the ones that mean it not get a chance becuz of fear of lying.

But behold we are still out there...so give us a fighting chance u meet wrong ones before u meet the right one.

Honestly I would, I dont like to judge a book by its cover.

I agree WowCandy with you. I would totally give a guy like this a chance.. I never ever judge a book by it's cover. It's whats on the inside that truly counts. I probably put my heart out there too much and get hurt way more than I should, but that's OK I have to give everyone a chance...

so you are saying there "isnt" a secret guy manual out there? That manual that each guy quotes from??

honestly you are doing so well. You have overcome your past and are heading to a brighter tomorrow. Just be yourself and do not take life so seriously. The girl you want is out there looking for a guy just like you.