Tangled, dense, heavy is my heart.
Once more, by choice, I almost slid down this hill, knowing that a monster waited at the bottom.

Pain raises its hand against me, encompassing my mind and hindering my peace.

I cry out to God, but my heart is not there. Another want has taken his rightful place.

How do I, knowing what I know, continue to do what I do? What mis-leads my mind into believing that this time could be different?

I make these decisions. I accept that fully.

God forgive me for my foolishness. I am crying out, once again, for your acceptance.

Untidy heart, I lay no claim to you. I rebuke you and reclaim my heart of joy.

i feel the same way

we all must take heed on our actions before us good write

great job, I enjoyed all 4 of your poems.