time, I'm 20 and I feel like all the things I'm doing right now are useless. I keep doing all the hardships because they say you'll gain lessons and experience from within and I can't do about it haha, but why does it feel so slow? I'm working and studying at the same time because I want to experience being independent on my own and especially my parents can't afford to pay for my tuition fees but it's fine that's life here in PH, It's so hard haha. I lost friends and I don't have any social life my life is getting sadder day by day ,when I get a day off I just sleep and go to church with my fam. Why is it so slow? I want to feel alive again. I miss singing on the stage, laughing with my friends after school, I miss attending class and being a student, I miss wearing uniforms (I paid for that, but can't use it cause I'm working at day and studying at night)




PS: I JUST WANT TO RANT, NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. HAHA LOVELOTS.

Every person has a chapter.

I didn't read any of that past "I'm 20".

Sometimes a good rant makes for a boring read.

Me too...

To be 20 again.

Do you have to pay to message anyone in the forums too?

You're only 20. You haven't lived a second of your adult life.

close your eyes haha.

nope.

so do I need to be 40 so I can experience everything? It's just a rant. Everybody has emotions, I'm not a robot haha.

it's so good to be 20, but it's sad too. Looking at your parents hair turned white is just so heartbreaking, I wanna give them a beautiful life but why does it feel so slow haha.

You'll be fine and nothing wrong with having a vent (yes, i read it) regardless of age -- its a good way to release negative energy.

I wish i was your age with what i know now :P

Keep at your studies (and work if you need the temp income too) and just let everything happen for you.

Remember you are working towards a better life for yourself, no one is forcing you to study as well as work. You are looking to the future, and when qualified by your studies "the world is your oyster", so to speak. I am sure you know all that already. Don't give up completely on your social life, make time for yourself in your busy schedule when you can meet up with friends, or do whatever it is you enjoy. All work and no play ... (makes for a good rant! )

Well Said

All what you imagine isn't real . Sometimes the questions are Complicated but the Answers are very Simple . Wait for the right time to come and then you wont even have time, to think about your Past .!

We all go through this when we leave student life
Do things that you love as much as possible
If you enjoy singing, sing more
Join a choir group, join a band
Do activities where you can make friends

It's tough at your age navigating through life
But concentrate on positives, on gratitude and on the little things and don't fret about circumstances. The more positive you feel the more the universe will give you positive things - it's a natural or God given law
Good luck with everything it's ok to vent and talk it's burden lifted