I would like to meet God and ask him why so much unbearable pain in the world. I know it is for us to change and grown... but why so much unbearable pain.

I have felt pain that I can ignore and merely shrug it off as a nerve sensation to warn of injury... you have the option to respond without crying and categorize as just a sensation.

Than I have felt a pain that comes from the heart and swells up your throat. I felt this when I was holding my littlest child's hand while she was getting stitches.

Now I am feeling a pain so deep so significant that a change has to follow. The Pain dwells in you and lurks in you and will devour you if you don't release it. It can make a man insane or outright do the most horrific act against others. I tried to empty it out but what is left in you, can grow and take over your wit with a silent scream that can deafen your heartsong. Your heartsong is composed by your family and little love ones that has rythmic highs and lows like the ups and downs of your life. The silent scream has silence my heartsong and it hurts and hurts and hurts. But I still have LOVE to give.

I hear and empathize with your pain... sometimes my heart actually hurts. It has gotten a little better, but it is going to take some time. I guess trusting that God has a plan will get us through.... ughh! I agree.

oh my goodness! I understand. you are such a deep feeling, expressive person. Pain of the heart is the hardest. Do you need someone to talk too?

Life is a beating, take it. That which does not kills us, cripples us to the core. I told my ex wife that I understood things differently now. That I understood the estranged husbands that go over and kill the ex. Guys that disappear on the ex and kids, guys that remarry on the day the divorce is final. Estranged husbands that kill them selfs. I told her I didn't agree with those types of behavior but that I understood how they could have done that kind of stuff. She freaked out and called the local crisis center. I told her I wasn't going to do any thing like that only that I understood the pain that drives some people to do that. Yeah, I understand pain.