Nine Pills

Nine months
still
pain so unreal
yet
it is all
I feel
as I count
nine pills
one for each month
I loved you

Nine months
waiting
each day
anticipating
when I
would hear you cry
and now
I
wish I could die
to be with you

Nine months
preparing
for morning
not for mourning
it's tearing me
apart
the absence of your heart’s beat
my heart’s beat
our family
drifted away with you

Nine months
still
pain so unreal
yet
it is all
I feel
as I count
nine pills
one for each month
I loved you

Nice poem .