Sometimes it is worth the introspection to really know one's self.

Grandeur of Truth

Blindly, cravenly, I entreat the shadows to appear
While Whorishly I sit amongst the twisted remains
Of the debauchery of my soul, willing all to come and jeer
I ache, I seethe, to hold again that from which I must refrain

Gratuitously, with spontaneity I am offered a sliver, an insight
Before, I am thrown again, agonizingly back to whence I belong
Love now for me, is bestialized, subverted, my own pitiful respite
Wilfully, longingly, I wonder if I ever can again, be invited along

Spinelessly, a coward’s act, I forsake the reality of who I am
Uncomely, repelling, a visage which can turn a beating heat to stone
Interminable, vapid intellect, defines my inner self, a prosaic sham
Unshackled, burdened, free from the lovers embrace, I face myself alone

My life lives within my own eternity, its forsaken, abhorrent self
Repelling, grotesque, from normal people I hide, I offend by being who I am

Respect.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh I shall sit a bit and Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Thanks guys, I think maybe I had better put up something light and fluffy next time....lol

Is good to have a place to be able to put words up.

Thanks

wow.

that was violent. jarring.

the preface to every idea iterated by a new set of emotional environments, completely changing how i had to feel.

amazing, man. truly. i need a smoke now, haha.

outstanding write....

Awwww very good and we are glad your sharing your words with us as well.

Unsane, thanks mate

thanks to you all for replying.

Hmmmmm me feels like finishing up chrissy shopping now for some reason....ahhhhh well better it going to pressies than sitting in the bank going to waste hey....

Intense write!!!
(((Wilga)))