I think you are hot,
And so very cute ,
Only wish we cud talk,
Wonder why you are mute,

I keep coming on this site,
To get a glimpse of you,
Coz there are many like me,
But like you very few,

If you break your silence,
Can we chat again,
Do get in touch,
Hope Iam not waiting in vain,

I won't be here for long,
Maybe till April 8th,
That's when I saw you,
Here two years back,

It was attraction at first sight,
The cause of my sleepless nites,
Still we not together,
Donno why we argue and fight,

If by April 8th,
I don't get your reply,
I will never message you again,
And leave this site for good,
That will be the end of our connection,
And this will be our final goodbye..

I had to say good bye ...

after a couple of message guess... I was not his type ...

no reply at all ...

but would not leave ... stay and have fun in the forums ...

Sorry to hear that and thanks for the advice but for me, it will be difficult to stay here and to see him. Leaving for good will be the only way to get over him.

What I heard ..,
With Covid 19 in the air,
All dates are off.

Yup that too

Don’t go Jasmine, I’d miss your lovely poetry . Then again that’s your decision .

Thank you that's really sweet. I will be posting poems till when Iam here.

I think it's a good decision. Taking a break.

In my experience, my love was patient with me, okay, right, she was avoiding me.
Then I read an article on 'lessons repeating' till one learns to see them as a pattern. The article was written by her, so I read with deeper interests. In there was also a reference to a book by a Dr. C.C. Scott & her book 'Rules of the Game.
Patterns & awakening out of it.

Then I wrote to her; stuff containing the same old mush, mush. "How remarkable her article was, how cute she was." No reply. Agonized over the silence.

Woke up next day morning with a sense of liberation. Ha, ha. With the sense of having caught myself red handed.

Why all this need for her response, for her adulation confirming how brilliant I was. Adulation? Yeah, a feedback for my ego. Ego, ha, ha. ho

So it was not love at all. Desire, yes. A crushing desire, failing which an agonizing loneliness. Near breaking point; and still the same criminal instincts, sending mail, SMS; what not; and here I am well past middle age. Wow!

That's when I realized that the best thing my ex-love did was patience. No fights, no arguments. Just silence.

I may have lost her; but I regained my 'self'.

I know 'love' is subjective, and there's a thread where members describe how they view it. It is also diversified. There's a lion here who adores his 45 as a token of love for his girl of the day. So my experience may not apply to your specific case --- Still there's something in that pattern article that helped me. I lost 8 months, not 2 years. :)

In my case, I think its better to get to know a person than falling for someone at first sight :-) Also in my case, it is clear if two people are good looking, have same level of education, have same level of job and pay, and both are attracted to each other YET if their personalities and mentalities are very different, it will not work. :-)