So cold
Lying here on the floor
No strength left to even rise
Feet bloodied and torn
Hands shredded
Nails ripped away

Hurts to breathe
Throat raw from screams
Clawing my way out
Trapped inside

No light
No warmth
Pounding on the walls once more
Screaming for all its worth
Digging at the floor

Must find a way out
My soul is withering away
I am fading away
Please please
I beg

Release me
Set me free
Let the light shine on me
Allow the warmth to rain down on me
Release me
Set me free

Trapped
A prisoner
Inside myself..........

How can I escape this chaos that is my life
death does not avenge
this life you bring
I feel you trying to get through
but my brain blocks you out
honesty does not comfort you
desire does not hinder you
you scream
you yell
you want me to get out
I try and try
and mold myself
to what you want me to become
but nothing is ever good enough
why
why
why
what do you want from me
I have given you my love
I gave you my soul
I gave you truth
I gave you light
you rejected what I gave
you flipped a switch
and left me in the dark
You broke your promises
yet I still forgave
I will always love
you
but how can I escape
your love

hummm can you say two minds that connect in there writings

I love it when SCG comes in and writes something along with mine, she is
so freakin fantastic!!

Free To Be Me
June 21, 2006

I am free to be
I am free to be me...
Free to be me, in everything, I see.

I am happy, just to be
I am happy to be me...
Happy and free to be me in everything I see.

I do not have to do anything...
I do not have to sing...
The living as myself, is, just in the 'being'.

Do not ask me why
Many tears, I cry,
For I want to live before I die.

He is gone, and I am free
Free, just to be
And live my life being me.

He, no longer, rules my life...
No more of his anger or strife,
Because I am no longer his wife.

No longer his captured dove...
My feelings, no longer will he shove...
He never cared or had any love.

But I am happy, can't you see?
I can just let myself be...
For, I am free, just to be me.