Searching always searching
Trying to find out why
Unanswered questions
I'm still asking why

I cannot pretend to know
What was on your mind
That fateful day
You seemed like everything was fine

We talked and laughed
Shared a beer or two
Talked about the family
You seemed like everything was fine

You went away to mom's
I had no idea
You were in such pain
You never showed it

You took the gun
And blew your brains away
I went to find you
And came across your remains

Searching always searching
Trying to find out why
Unanswered questions
I'm still asking why...........

Jenn,
Did this really happen?
I really like this.
You put your heart into this one.
I FELT it.
Jim

Yeah Jimi it did, my brother

i realy like this poem

Thank you for sharing such an intimate moment in your life. I have lost
several relatives to suicide and have the same lingering questions: Why?
Did you reach out and no one noticed? WTF!?!?

Sorry for your loss. Thank you again.

Thank you JM

There is nothing that grabs our hearts as to lose a loved one and then
we are left to try to understand why and what for. We will never know
the true reason for it died with them that day. Just rememeber the good
times you had with them and the love they had for you as you did for
them. Do not let there death cast a dark shadow over you but bring a
smile to your face for they will always hold a special place in your
heart!! There memories and your love for them will live until you take
your last breath!!