"begging" and being "desperate" (at least in this resolve) are signals of a problem in self esteem. You just may be going on hormonal overload and its a whirlwind for you right now.

What in the world are you talking about?? Something is going on that random people would to run you over and throw stones at you. Thats just not normal for anyone.

in RL i am very difrent.

did i say random people? no i sead people, a very popular person has made it his personal mission to make my life a living hell, & so most of his friends (about 10K people) do that **** to me on a daily baseis.

ok maybe aslight egsaduration closer to 3,000,000 pepole but still it's alot.

Then you have some serious problems. Thought about moving?

hire a hooker then maybe you can calm down

That just doesn't make ANY sense at ALL... but I figured out your dating problem thats for sure

ya but i can't, i don't have annouth money to move. i'm still a student.

Well my thoughts are that either this is a put on, or a resolution to the issues at hand would require more than advice from an online forum.

Please don't take that the wrong way.

If you're just pulling chains, then: haha good one.

If you're serious, then I'd suggest working on the larger issues before worrying about seeking a relationship. You can only make something work when both people are living happy, stable, and well balanced lives. When there are severe problems as you discribe, this would greatly impede the ability to do normal things like begin a romantic relationship.

Best of luck...

ok so how can i deal with the situation? i can't move (can't afoird it), ignoring it doesn't work (last time i didn't dodge i ended up in hospital for a week, admittedly they also found out i have diabetes so that kept me in for longer than nessisary). so what can i do to resolve the issue?

hum i might order it off the net.

Well there's definitely more to the story than what we've been told so far right? The vendetta needs to be resolved. If you honest to god seriously have someone purposely putting you in the hospital, that's something the police need to be informed of. Secondly, whatever vendetta there is would need to be resolved. I don't have all the information, so I can't really intelligently suggest how to fix it. But it definitely sounds as if it needs to be resolved.

The best advice I could give you is to maybe talk to someone who's qualified to help. A councilor or someone. These people can help you sort out your life and get back on track. Once that happens, you'll be prime to move forward, and hopefully move forward with the companionship of a lady.

That's my advice. Assess the damage, repair the damage, try again. Hope it helps.

I agree with you Josh!!!

Why thank you! lol. Maybe I'm not as full of sht as I thought. haha.

LOL

even people whoa re full of **** hit the toilet once in a while and i speak from experience.

ok i don;t know who this "very popular" chuckle butt is, but if you can't handle him on your own and various people are assualting you with a car, thats vehicular assault, attempted murder and a few other things i'm sure. you need to report that crap like immediatly, sue the hell out of them, get a ton in settlements from insurance companies and move the hell away.

now the rest of it is all you buddy. stick up for yourself! you look like a big guy i'm sure you could hold your own if you tried. your probably just scared, but you need to change you and fast or else your gonna end up swinging from a rope either buy your own depressed hands or somebody elses.

ooppss double post

lol!

Plus, if he gets a settlement, attracting a woman should be NO problem!! lol

get a hooker