OMG

Now I’m freaked out,

Ohhh now you want to make it hard on me lol

Beginning to think my only love will be my dog and my trike lmao

Just General.... love is not working to well for me But then guess you have to look for that...

Sorry just remembered to look in here..

#9 Reading Larsi


You deserve love, even if you feel you don't.
If you've had harsh life experiences you may have come to believe that you don't deserve it, blaming yourself, feeling unworthy of receiving affection.
You however are a child of God's pure love and light and no matter what anyone else has done or said, and no matter what happened to you in the past, no one can undo that.
It might be good to do things that are acts of self-love, preferably things you haven't done in a long time, maybe not ever. Can be anything to make you feel worthy and lovable. That can be as simple as having a cup of coffee somewhere, taking the time to choose clothes that make you feel good in that moment/that day, a new smexy aftershave and so on.
It is important that you begin to love yourself more, then others will begin to love and respect you as well, and I get a feeling they will then see you. You can't be seen if you don't even see yourself (where 'seeing' is more like loving & acknowledging).

I figured as much as you were seeing a new man?
Another card flew out, but I felt it wasn't the one I needed so I put it back but maybe the message is important:
Release your ex. Maybe there's still some lingering energy in your system from your ex, if not, it could pertain to old beliefs & thought patterns concerning love & relationship that stem from being with your ex.
If that resonates, it could be important to get new love with the Soul Mate to flourish.

Thank you Crystal, I appreciate it very much.

I almost passed on this guy

Well, by all means always follow your own inner guidance and gut feelings!!

I almost passed on him for the wrong reasons!

#11 Reading TxsGal

8 of Stones



Are you perhaps per chance working your hiney off to try and get something done? Busy with that all the time, or an awful lot of the time? Burning the midnight oil. Bear in mind that that IS burning the oil = depleting resources if you're not careful (energy, inspiration). It's okay to want to leave your mark on something but don't wear yourself out.
Make sure you have some down time as well, play time. And somehow get 'go to bed on time'. Also, make sure that whatever it is you're working on is something you enjoy and something that is really 'you'.
Don't know if you're indoors reasonably much at the mo? If so, fresh air. That smoke from these lamps cannot be healthy to inhale all the time.

Please let me know if this resonates for you as I'm getting a crazy amount of things with this card.

Not sure about working my hiney off seems I have no motivation to do the things that need to be done.. And I seem to have a lot of down time.. The go to bed on time well yea that one hits the nail seems I fall asleep in my recliner instead of my bed more these days...But yea I have been inside a lot more lately due to the weather and not able to ride...

Appreciate the reading Crystal always something to think about...

# 12
Is it too late to sign up Crystal?

Love <3 thank you in advance

#13 - Love

Thanks for offering these readings again SC.

I choose 16 general

I'll see if I can get a clearer message for you.

Thank you very much. Loads of true things said. Very much appreciated

You're welcome, Larsi

#12 MARIA




HEALING FAMILY ISSUES
This can literally mean that you should forgive both or one of your parents if something from the past is influencing you, your choice of men, or your life.
As a simple example: if your dad didn't give you love or wasn't around, this could be the reason to attract and fall for unavailable men. Then you'd have to heal that in order to attract a good partner for you.

It can also mean that there's self-esteem issues, again look if these stem from childhood/parent(s) and heal it as much as possible.

Another thing can be patterns in the family. For instance women in your family -or just your mother- tending to attract men who don't commit.
You do see this patterning in family lines, which result in certain dynamics and 'stories' being passed on from generation to generation.

#13 TECHNOVATIVE



WEDDING
In and of itself a very positive card. Yet, somehow I pick up on fear of committing. Do you find it difficult to say 'no', to end a relationship if it would be in your best interest because you don't want to hurt the other person? Maybe then also a tendency to attract women who are smitten with you, more so than you with them, and not knowing how to deal with this situation in a good way. Or having had that experience, where a woman pushed you into a committed situation while you actually didn't want it.
If any of that resonates, this is causes obstacles in love.
I do think you want to commit, but somehow find it difficult when it comes to the crunch.
Again, if this resonates, it causes problems which have to do with feelings of worthiness that allow us to set and keep healthy boundaries.

Please let me know if this makes sense or not.

An intriguing draw from the cards. I appreciate your time and insight, Crystal.

The few women that have expressed a high level of attraction to me, seemed more attracted to me than I was attracted to them.

I haven't yet experienced a romantic relationship, so no past history of being pushed into unwanted commitment, and no instances of difficulty ending a relationship.

I want an exclusive monogamous committed partnership that includes mutual love, affection, intimacy, support, and consistent quality time together. But I don't want marriage or living together full time and combining financial responsibilities.