I live my life , with no regrets . All of my experiences , both positive and negative have defined who I am today . I look back on my failed relationships , poor decisions , and memories in my life , both good , and bad , as a culmination , of things that have trained me for this very moment in life . I am confident , that my life is truly beginning now . I see things now , in new light , with more clarity , than ever before . I know what I want in life . To find my one true love , my soulmate . I will be an open book to her , and our relationship will be built on honesty , There will be no jealousy , because she will know That she is my everything , and I will know that I am hers . She will never fear age , confident and knowing , that a younger woman will never catch my eye . I do not seek younger girls , I want a woman that has known life , and sees with the same clarity as I . But If the love is true , then we are soulmates , and with soulmates , that should never be an issue . I want her to miss me when im gone . I want to rush home to her because being away from her is unbearable . I want to love her family , not out of obligation , but with sincere desire to share in all things that give her happiness and joy . I want our souls to be as one , intertwined and fused . Lost without each other , but overjoyed to be united . I want her to inspire me to be better , be my muse . I want to be able to sculpt her form from my memory , blind , knowing every curve , every detail through touch . she will never want for anything because I will always be there , physically , and emotionally . I want our lives to be filled with laughter , but I will cry with her when she feels sorrow . I will be strong when she is weak , and will carry her trough any rough times we may face . For a long time in this world , I have struggled in my beliefs , but there have been moments In life , where I truly believe I have been guided , as though there is no way that things could have happened the way they did , through random chance . With all my heart I know I am being shown the way to my one true love .

I hope you and she find one another.
May the four winds blow you two safely home.

Thats awesome , TYVM :)

sounds like you've owned up to your previous mistakes and you are ready to find true love

I wish you the best on your journey .

Your post is poetic and beautiful. Any woman would be happy into relationship you described. The only small thing left - how and where to find each other?!

Probably on amazon.

Very sweet. I really hope you find her. Good luck

Thank you , everyone for your comments :) anyone with similar interests , Please feel free to message me , I am not shallow , and very easy to approach . I find beauty in places many don't bother to look . even peoples imperfections . please ... don't be shy

Good luck on your journey to the land of love.
Safe travels.

Elissa.

Hello hound72

Don't wait for the ladies to message you. Be proactive and do the searching and messaging yourself. Make each message count.. don't just say "hi" or "hello".. read their profile and say something about their profile to start
a conversation.

Welcome to Mingle2
and good luck in your search

This is very interesting, may God grant you your heart desires

<sigh> .... I am too ugly :(

Good luck on your search it’s rough out there lol

Best of luck.

One true soulmate .. have you ever Considered that even soulmates can be flawed .. that even your soulmate does not guarantee you a life of bliss with zero conflict ..... Seldom is love a perfect fairytale when real life comes into play ..but by all means dream big .. best of luck

HAHAHA! Well sure , none of us are perfect , That's just absurd . and it would be ridiculous to think any relationship is not going to quarrel from time to time . I would expect that any reader would feel , that goes without saying . I didn't see the need to add negativity to the post , to get my point across . But take jealousy , and infidelity out of the equation , and some effort from 2 individuals , who are deeply in love with each other . you will have a much more blissful relationship ..... Dontcha think ?