Driven off to fend for ones self
After all of the times everything was put on a shelf

Trying every possible scenerio
Still having doors slammed by paid hires that say no

Lost to ramble on deaf ears
Forced to find answers to all the fears

Walking around with one half missing
Brain still speaks with my heart remenissing

Of wonderful memories and heartfelt notions
If I don't silence them soon there will be an explosion

Brain going in one direction heart in another
Why can't they just agree and choose one or the other

Until that I day I stay where I sit
It's both happy and sad I really must admit

For the time being I will think about it all
And stare at the same place that looks like a fish on the wall

very nice

brilliant as usual

Thanks for posting

very nice

How can one create such happiness and sadness at the same time? Emotions, when strong, seem to cover all the feelings we're capable of having. It definitely shows we're alive. Keep on, the answers will come when they are meant to.

Sad times have come and gone
and here I sit alone

Thinking back to a time where I felt I belonged
Only to realize I was sittting upon a false throne

My love was so strong that my minds eye was clouded the truth
that my hearts desire had long moved on to another place

So here I sit to ponder the future
While healing from what now is a bitter past

Is love real or pure fantasy
Can others realize the depth of me

Did I chose a broken rose
or am I the one that is stricken

Can that feeling ever return
or was what I desire an unreachable height

Is there anyone who desires oneness from two
or is it a punishment to want more from an incapable place

Not one for prose I let my heart bleed to you
Is the hope where now sits solitude?

Good job Obscure, you made me want to write

NYDaddy

beautiful words

awww to be pulled in two different directions at one time is soo hard when the heart says one thing the mind says another but it all will work out in the end. There will be the one that will capture them both you will see.

Thank you all for posting
It motivates me to continue writing this sort of thing

gooood cause I like these kind differnt but with lots of emontions and we can all relate to them awesome writing keep them up.

Thanks Kristi

((((( Chris )))))

Your soul sings your heart feels,,, listen my friend you shall hear, feel and see ,,,, Hugs to you

Thanks La mom
your words are always inspiring even when you post to my rambles I thank you

Teddy